Uhm...>_>....
I'm sorry everyone. I made a complete ass of myself back there.
Seriously, though, I really believed I was kinda messed up. College catchup and life was just getting to me like a poison continuously infecting me.
I was writing stuff in LJ and saying things elsewhere that I looked back upon and thought, "What the hell was that??"
I would become irritated easier around people.
My emotional stability has been pretty busted up (well it has been for a while, but lately it's been worse).
There are many things that I could say about what people said about my last entries because I believe some have a tiny bit of a wrong idea on something little here n' there, but instead of doing that I'm just gonna blow this whole thing off and live as if it didn't happen. It's really not worth it to continue this dumb game of "I said this, I said that."
Well I made an entry on Friday in Microsoft Word, buuuuut it's pretty scary and I don't know who'd be willing to read it (let alone keep from going "wtf?" after reading it).
Today and tomorrow I'm going to be busy working on my binder for my College Success class. This is the last thing I will have to do before I am totally freeeeeeeeee!!!
Once again I would like to apologize for acting the way I did. Although I don't believe I can atone for what I did (I don't care what you people say to that, because that's how I think) I shall try to remain level-headed until this last bit college madness is over. And then I should not have to try anymore. (^_^)
If I start being a jerkface to anyone, just let me know or stay away from me or something, anything, whatever you feel would be best. I don't want to make matters worse.
One more thing to those who shall comment in here. How y'all doing? Go ahead, smack it down with your comment! :D
Have a nice day!
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Seriously, though, I really believed I was kinda messed up. College catchup and life was just getting to me like a poison continuously infecting me.
I was writing stuff in LJ and saying things elsewhere that I looked back upon and thought, "What the hell was that??"
I would become irritated easier around people.
My emotional stability has been pretty busted up (well it has been for a while, but lately it's been worse).
There are many things that I could say about what people said about my last entries because I believe some have a tiny bit of a wrong idea on something little here n' there, but instead of doing that I'm just gonna blow this whole thing off and live as if it didn't happen. It's really not worth it to continue this dumb game of "I said this, I said that."
Well I made an entry on Friday in Microsoft Word, buuuuut it's pretty scary and I don't know who'd be willing to read it (let alone keep from going "wtf?" after reading it).
Today and tomorrow I'm going to be busy working on my binder for my College Success class. This is the last thing I will have to do before I am totally freeeeeeeeee!!!
Once again I would like to apologize for acting the way I did. Although I don't believe I can atone for what I did (I don't care what you people say to that, because that's how I think) I shall try to remain level-headed until this last bit college madness is over. And then I should not have to try anymore. (^_^)
If I start being a jerkface to anyone, just let me know or stay away from me or something, anything, whatever you feel would be best. I don't want to make matters worse.
One more thing to those who shall comment in here. How y'all doing? Go ahead, smack it down with your comment! :D
Have a nice day!
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