I'm sorry everyone...
I'm afraid I may not be on AIM or anything else that allows me to have contact with my friends online that much until this semester ends. Same goes for being out with my friends IRL. :-(
Okay, okay, I'm not doing that well in college, I'll admit it. I've been slacking, and lying to my parents about it. Hah, I lie to my parents...isn't that just lovely? Real nice, Carl, real nice. *slap*
I finally let my dad know what was going on. Of course, he was surprised and got quite upset (can't blame him) while my tears flowed like a river of despair. I told him everything, as difficult as it was. I even told him how often suicide was on my mind, since I kept doing this same shit over and over again and since I didn't want them to have to put up with me anymore and since I have been a disgrace and failed and blah blah blah. But he told me I was never a burden (that's coming from the heart) and that there's a difference between me having problems and me being a burden to them. Suddenly, my dark cloud of suicide lifted. I couldn't find any other reason to commit seppaku. I felt so enlightened...I...I...**wipes a tear**
Well anyways, I just wanted to let you all know what's going on. I'm so sorry about this folks, I really am. I've lied to you all as well, and although I can't atone for a sin like that, I will do my best to pull myself out of this mess. So yeah, like I said, I might not be on that much. :-\
I love you all, just as I love my parents. Wish me luck!
you are light. you are kind, caring, helpful and
have all the good pesonalities of a person. you
are true light.
are you dark, light or balanced person? (cool pics!)
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Okay, okay, I'm not doing that well in college, I'll admit it. I've been slacking, and lying to my parents about it. Hah, I lie to my parents...isn't that just lovely? Real nice, Carl, real nice. *slap*
I finally let my dad know what was going on. Of course, he was surprised and got quite upset (can't blame him) while my tears flowed like a river of despair. I told him everything, as difficult as it was. I even told him how often suicide was on my mind, since I kept doing this same shit over and over again and since I didn't want them to have to put up with me anymore and since I have been a disgrace and failed and blah blah blah. But he told me I was never a burden (that's coming from the heart) and that there's a difference between me having problems and me being a burden to them. Suddenly, my dark cloud of suicide lifted. I couldn't find any other reason to commit seppaku. I felt so enlightened...I...I...**wipes a tear**
Well anyways, I just wanted to let you all know what's going on. I'm so sorry about this folks, I really am. I've lied to you all as well, and although I can't atone for a sin like that, I will do my best to pull myself out of this mess. So yeah, like I said, I might not be on that much. :-\
I love you all, just as I love my parents. Wish me luck!
you are light. you are kind, caring, helpful and
have all the good pesonalities of a person. you
are true light.
are you dark, light or balanced person? (cool pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla