Sep 27, 2006 00:47
its been a year. yes one year. my own rule is now in effect. and i surprisingly held true to it. i cant say that this is how i always envisioned it a year ago, but you know what...im glad all this happened. ive grown into a much more stabler, centered person. i know what things i like and i do things for myself now, something i didnt do before. i am also much closer to my family which is a definite plus. ive learned that somethings in life have to be seen all the way through to understand their true meaning and this was definetely one, a blessing in disguise. im happy with my life...i can honestly that with a straight face and nothing to regret now. i have great friends back home and in la and a great family, at this point in my life its all i need. so i guess i just have to say thanks to her for breaking up with me...its exactly what i needed....hahahahahaha. i always get the last laugh.
ok still hearing ringing in my head. too much drums? nah...no such thing.