[Two cups of happy, one cup of sad]
So. My cousin is going to die.
fuck
Between not saying anything to my grandparents until it's absolutely sure ('cause they got, what? 5 years of life left? fuck that too), having to be the one who types all the stupid "support" emails that can manage nothing and zero, feeling like shit for not feeling anything (shut up, it makes sense) when everyone else is so troubled by it (even David) ... Well, I'm going effectively insane. I've gone insane a few times already, so I know what I'm talking about.
So. Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck the refrigerator and fuck the floor. Say no more. Wake me up when reality gets pretty.
fuck
Between not saying anything to my grandparents until it's absolutely sure ('cause they got, what? 5 years of life left? fuck that too), having to be the one who types all the stupid "support" emails that can manage nothing and zero, feeling like shit for not feeling anything (shut up, it makes sense) when everyone else is so troubled by it (even David) ... Well, I'm going effectively insane. I've gone insane a few times already, so I know what I'm talking about.
So. Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck the refrigerator and fuck the floor. Say no more. Wake me up when reality gets pretty.