Why dont you, save me?
sunday night/monday morning...it's 3 a.m. and i'm going to bed soon but i just can't get there yet...i still feel wide awake. i feel like i need to do something...
the family left today...i'm still at my sister and i's apartment. i'll move back to patrick's tomorrow i suppose.
haven't used my desktop in forever...listening to old music i would put on when i was depressed...not that i'm depressed right now...i dont think?
ugh, i'll be 24 at the end of the month. that's crazy. i always thought i'd be further along in life by now...i still feel 18 and i still have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
BOA should be calling me this week. if not, i guess it's back to the drawing boards...i can't wait till i'm debt free and not have to worry about money anymore. i hate money...
ever feel like you were meant for something else? out of place? not in sync with the world? ...sometimes i want to run away, far away from here. i wish i could jump on a spaceship and just go see the universe or something.
i'm just rambling now...
the family left today...i'm still at my sister and i's apartment. i'll move back to patrick's tomorrow i suppose.
haven't used my desktop in forever...listening to old music i would put on when i was depressed...not that i'm depressed right now...i dont think?
ugh, i'll be 24 at the end of the month. that's crazy. i always thought i'd be further along in life by now...i still feel 18 and i still have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
BOA should be calling me this week. if not, i guess it's back to the drawing boards...i can't wait till i'm debt free and not have to worry about money anymore. i hate money...
ever feel like you were meant for something else? out of place? not in sync with the world? ...sometimes i want to run away, far away from here. i wish i could jump on a spaceship and just go see the universe or something.
i'm just rambling now...