Father Of Mine
So here's an update on my father issue of him being int he hospital. I just found out he is on dialisis now. His kidneys finally went and 3 times a week for 3 hours each time he will go on dialisis. Now only that, but he has lost his mind. He tried to escape from the hospital and is refusing to do what the doctors ask of him. My brother, sister, and i have put this off for too long and what I have always thought would happen one day is going to happen...we need to put him somewhere safe because no one will let him return home in his condition. They'll put him into a ward for a few weeks if it takes that long till he gets situated mentally. Ya know normal people go out with their life and the biggest concern they have is that they will fail a course in school or something...i should be so lucky. If I could trade my whole future of whatever happens to magically fix his health and make him into a normal father i woudl do it in a heart beat. I know I wanted to think about myself and get everything going for me again and this just scares me so much. I am still going to continue with my plan. I hope I have the strength and courage to overcome this mountain in my way to my future.