NERVOUS BREAKDOWN? FUCK NO. (excuse le typos)
I'M NOT A FUCKING WUSS.
I STAYED AT SCHOOL 'TILL FUCKING SIX YESTERDAY. I HAD TWO TEXTBOOKS AND TWO HEAVY WORKBOOKS. AND A HUGE-ASS BACKPACK. I WAS GONNA TOPPLE OVER AND BAWL FROM THE PAIN.
But, I got my shit done. Speaking of shit, I'm failing my history class!!! WHAT. WHAT. WHAT. I'm going to have to talk... with Laughlin... dammit. I can't have my GPA go down for a stupid, shitty class. UGH. I'M THE ONE WHO GETS ALL HER TEDIOUS WORK DONE FIRST. IT WAS ONE FUCKING MISTAKE, AND NOW I'M FAILING. MOTHERFUCKER.
It s4:44 am now. I just woke up, foooooollllllll. AHHH
This week was pretty okay, seeing as how I got an A on a Spanish test I was unprepared for (FUCK YOU CULTURA), and how I FUCKING ACED a math quiz. Seriously, I don't know WHY I'm doing so well in math this time around. Nakabara's class is probably the most strict, hardest math class. Well... you can totally get extra credit from tests and quizzes, but sometimes not. I suppose it's a teacher thing. My other math teachers were so fucking slow and dragging us from behind... I hate that. Nak is just BOOM BOOM DO THIS DO THAT DONE. I LOVE IT! I suppose it's an Asian thing. SUPPOSE SUPPOSE. WHAT A FUNNY WORD!!
Did you know "during" is a preposition? Did you know that I shouldn't wear contacts on days of important tests because my sight gets all blurry and I don't read over the choices carefully?
FUUCK. I'M SCREWED.
Also, Hayley's gaydar was beeping yesterday, and she told me she think that GOLMASPIDER IS FUKCING GAY. LOL LESBIAN!!!! Hayley's gaydar hasn't completely failed yet. :DD I don't know why that amuses me so much. I guess I just like gay people for being gay. I'm MESSED UP. But seriously, the only reason I don't totally despise Laughlin is because he's gay. That he takes it from the BEHIND just makes him likable.
Like Oscar Wilde. <3 Poor, beautiful, intelligent, gay man.
I passed by RICARDS in the hallway today, but I pretended not to give a shit. I COULD SEE THAT IT WAS HIM, EVEN THOUGH CONTACTS WERE ALL DRIED OUT AND SIGHT WAS BLURRY. I think, after everything that's happened in the past with me looking in to his classroom and looking at him, that he was weirded out but comfortable of the lack of stalking. And then I passed my Mr. Rock right after, and I said "Hi!" to him.
MY HEART WAS TEARING. T_T RICARDS IS FUCKING HOT. LIKE DAYYUMMMMM.
NAKABARA IS FUCKING HOT, TOO. HE'S SO CUTE. EXCEPT WHEN HE HAS HIS ANGRY FACE ON, IT LOOKS KINDA SCARY AND I HAVE TO KEEP MYSELF FROM LOL-ing out loud. AHHHHH<33
HE was fucking HOT back it the day, you guys! I told him that he looked so HANDSOME then, and that he looks the same now. Just more tired, I guess.
UGH I am now TWO math assignments behind. And I have a math quiz on Monday. Shit balls of FIRE I'M TIRED. Not really. It's like 5 now.
I never want to stay at school that late for stupid reasons ever again. I WANT MY FRIENDS. EVEN IF THEY'RE BOISTEROUS AND ACT ASININE.
WAH RICARDS AND NAKABARA<33 (Holy fuck, I'm never turning gay/ LOLOL. That's what Hayley said. She's like an uber lesbian, too.) I DON'T WANNA MARRY THEM, I JUST WANT THEM TO BE MY MANSERVANTS AND COOK ME GOOD, NON-POISONED FOOD AND TUTOR ME IN MATH. IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK.
FUCK I'M WEIRD. o_O;;
Though my crush list of fictional characters is longer than my crush list of real people, I only talk about the latter. Most of the time.
WHY DO I LIKE THE CRAP I'M NEVER GONNA GET.
Anyway, it's a Friday.. STAR WARS TODAY!!! :DD I may or may not watch it.
I can't wait 'till I get to study for chem. I'm actually looking forward to it. SHIT SHIT SHIT.
JUNIOR YEAR SUCKS, MAN. SHOOT ME SEXY STYLE LIKE IN PERSONA 3. FUCKING HESUNG
DAMN DAMN. I'M CLOSING MYSELF OFF FROM STUFF.
BYE.
I STAYED AT SCHOOL 'TILL FUCKING SIX YESTERDAY. I HAD TWO TEXTBOOKS AND TWO HEAVY WORKBOOKS. AND A HUGE-ASS BACKPACK. I WAS GONNA TOPPLE OVER AND BAWL FROM THE PAIN.
But, I got my shit done. Speaking of shit, I'm failing my history class!!! WHAT. WHAT. WHAT. I'm going to have to talk... with Laughlin... dammit. I can't have my GPA go down for a stupid, shitty class. UGH. I'M THE ONE WHO GETS ALL HER TEDIOUS WORK DONE FIRST. IT WAS ONE FUCKING MISTAKE, AND NOW I'M FAILING. MOTHERFUCKER.
It s4:44 am now. I just woke up, foooooollllllll. AHHH
This week was pretty okay, seeing as how I got an A on a Spanish test I was unprepared for (FUCK YOU CULTURA), and how I FUCKING ACED a math quiz. Seriously, I don't know WHY I'm doing so well in math this time around. Nakabara's class is probably the most strict, hardest math class. Well... you can totally get extra credit from tests and quizzes, but sometimes not. I suppose it's a teacher thing. My other math teachers were so fucking slow and dragging us from behind... I hate that. Nak is just BOOM BOOM DO THIS DO THAT DONE. I LOVE IT! I suppose it's an Asian thing. SUPPOSE SUPPOSE. WHAT A FUNNY WORD!!
Did you know "during" is a preposition? Did you know that I shouldn't wear contacts on days of important tests because my sight gets all blurry and I don't read over the choices carefully?
FUUCK. I'M SCREWED.
Also, Hayley's gaydar was beeping yesterday, and she told me she think that GOLMASPIDER IS FUKCING GAY. LOL LESBIAN!!!! Hayley's gaydar hasn't completely failed yet. :DD I don't know why that amuses me so much. I guess I just like gay people for being gay. I'm MESSED UP. But seriously, the only reason I don't totally despise Laughlin is because he's gay. That he takes it from the BEHIND just makes him likable.
Like Oscar Wilde. <3 Poor, beautiful, intelligent, gay man.
I passed by RICARDS in the hallway today, but I pretended not to give a shit. I COULD SEE THAT IT WAS HIM, EVEN THOUGH CONTACTS WERE ALL DRIED OUT AND SIGHT WAS BLURRY. I think, after everything that's happened in the past with me looking in to his classroom and looking at him, that he was weirded out but comfortable of the lack of stalking. And then I passed my Mr. Rock right after, and I said "Hi!" to him.
MY HEART WAS TEARING. T_T RICARDS IS FUCKING HOT. LIKE DAYYUMMMMM.
NAKABARA IS FUCKING HOT, TOO. HE'S SO CUTE. EXCEPT WHEN HE HAS HIS ANGRY FACE ON, IT LOOKS KINDA SCARY AND I HAVE TO KEEP MYSELF FROM LOL-ing out loud. AHHHHH<33
HE was fucking HOT back it the day, you guys! I told him that he looked so HANDSOME then, and that he looks the same now. Just more tired, I guess.
UGH I am now TWO math assignments behind. And I have a math quiz on Monday. Shit balls of FIRE I'M TIRED. Not really. It's like 5 now.
I never want to stay at school that late for stupid reasons ever again. I WANT MY FRIENDS. EVEN IF THEY'RE BOISTEROUS AND ACT ASININE.
WAH RICARDS AND NAKABARA<33 (Holy fuck, I'm never turning gay/ LOLOL. That's what Hayley said. She's like an uber lesbian, too.) I DON'T WANNA MARRY THEM, I JUST WANT THEM TO BE MY MANSERVANTS AND COOK ME GOOD, NON-POISONED FOOD AND TUTOR ME IN MATH. IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK.
FUCK I'M WEIRD. o_O;;
Though my crush list of fictional characters is longer than my crush list of real people, I only talk about the latter. Most of the time.
WHY DO I LIKE THE CRAP I'M NEVER GONNA GET.
Anyway, it's a Friday.. STAR WARS TODAY!!! :DD I may or may not watch it.
I can't wait 'till I get to study for chem. I'm actually looking forward to it. SHIT SHIT SHIT.
JUNIOR YEAR SUCKS, MAN. SHOOT ME SEXY STYLE LIKE IN PERSONA 3. FUCKING HESUNG
DAMN DAMN. I'M CLOSING MYSELF OFF FROM STUFF.
BYE.