teenaged infatuation.

[linhie]

So, how's you and Jaime? ... I swear I hear that question at least once a day. It's so awkward. Let's be honest; I really don't know how I feel about him. I mean, he is nice enough. And really, very sweet... but he is also very immature. And I don't know what can happen with us once he goes away to Michigan State for his MedSchool. I mean, where can it go? I don't think he expects me to wait around for him. And I sure as hell don't think he will wait for me. It's very fun at the time. But I know that it probably won't go anywhere. Sometimes I ask myself why I bother. Truthfully, I like being single. Its really fun. Being with Jaime is fun too... but I feel so obligated. I feel like such a bitch because I rarely see him. And when we do we never do anything.

I have Homework. Lots and Lots of homework. I should probably do it, before I fall asleep while doing it. Theory of Knowledge tomorrow... I had a calculus exam today; it should have gone okay. I almost blanked on the last question, but figured out in the end. It was sort of hard though... I guess I have to study more.

After school Teigan and Teran came to practice with me. I started off by ranting about Brennan Schmit, and Meagan. I'm such a bitch. But my arguements are pretty rational. Anyways about halfway through practice they boys start Hitting drills. Long story short John Topping dislocated his shoulder. They called for me and I went to see what had happened. I couldn't do anything for him except hope it would go back in. He pulled it back and down though, so going in wasn't an option. Instead I tried to call Dr. Radford, but couldn't reach him. At All. I swear our phone numbers are outdated. Anyways the ambulance came, and John was wisked away to the Pasqua. He'll be fine though.

I'm going to watch Dancing with the Stars. Then House. And then I have to finish English for tomorrow.