i'm heels over head.
In the past few days I've wrote many journal entries that I eventually lost motivation for while writing the entry. I think I mainly use livejournal as a way to organize my real thoughts and emotions, and once I have it "all figured out", I don't see the point of posting my entry anymore.
Anyhow on Sunday I went to the LGBT parade in SF. It was very interesting and one of those 'one time thing' just to see how it is. There's just a unique burst of energy around that crowd that I found very exciting. I admired their confidence and pride because I often wish I can have as much pride as them in different things. I'm never ever going to find myself saying "ASIAN PRIDE" or er.. straight pride? After the parade, we went to Fisherman's wharf, Pier 39, and Ghirardelli Square. I came to the epiphany that I didn't know as much of the Bay Area that I thought I knew... especially because the NYguy had to give me a tour of all these places! hahaha.
I been reading Rich Dad, Poor Dad and I didn't realize how much money ran my life. :( It's sad but it's almost hopeless. I want to discover California with Dennis but I also neeeeed to save money. I want to start my own portfolio so I can start investing in bonds that will accumulate myself some income over the years. I need to start saving money so I can go on APSU's Ski Trip and the business school's immersion trip to El Salvador for the upcoming school year. There is so much I want to do but money limits everything.
There is a good chance I'll be going to Hawaii with Bryant at the end of July!!!! Well 50% chance. I am so stoked because Hawaii is paradise and I would get to see David. :)
I've dug myself deep into a hole that I can't get out of. But.... is it bad that I enjoy being in this hole?
Anyhow on Sunday I went to the LGBT parade in SF. It was very interesting and one of those 'one time thing' just to see how it is. There's just a unique burst of energy around that crowd that I found very exciting. I admired their confidence and pride because I often wish I can have as much pride as them in different things. I'm never ever going to find myself saying "ASIAN PRIDE" or er.. straight pride? After the parade, we went to Fisherman's wharf, Pier 39, and Ghirardelli Square. I came to the epiphany that I didn't know as much of the Bay Area that I thought I knew... especially because the NYguy had to give me a tour of all these places! hahaha.
I been reading Rich Dad, Poor Dad and I didn't realize how much money ran my life. :( It's sad but it's almost hopeless. I want to discover California with Dennis but I also neeeeed to save money. I want to start my own portfolio so I can start investing in bonds that will accumulate myself some income over the years. I need to start saving money so I can go on APSU's Ski Trip and the business school's immersion trip to El Salvador for the upcoming school year. There is so much I want to do but money limits everything.
There is a good chance I'll be going to Hawaii with Bryant at the end of July!!!! Well 50% chance. I am so stoked because Hawaii is paradise and I would get to see David. :)
I've dug myself deep into a hole that I can't get out of. But.... is it bad that I enjoy being in this hole?