they say, with every ending there is a beginning.
so it's a new year again
i heard from somewhere that once you hit 20,
every year just seem to fly pass
i wanted to say that time flies,
but at the same time, i feel that many things have happened during the year
starting school again after half a year of crazy trouble-less fun, had my fair share of pain, helplessness, disappointment, lousy grades, internship x 2, brother's ROM, job offer, brother moving out..
oh and turning 21 though I didnt really feel that it made a huge impact on my life or anything but I did have a great time celebrating with family and friends.
i mean, not every event had been bad
but i just tend to let the bad overwhelm me
i used to write a long list of resolutions at the start of every new year
but I learnt that every year, the things on the list remain the same cus I dont fulfill any of them during the year.
so this year, maybe i shouldnt set any.
truth is, when i think about the future, I can only see it as a blank piece of paper
i dont know what I want, I dont know what lies ahead and I dont want to think about it.
People who are older tell me this is just a phase all undergrads go through
but I dont think they understand.
It's not all about career options, but rather, life in general.
I am not going to keep my expectations high for the new year but im trying to keep my chin up.
i just hope that it will be what everyone calls it to be: a happy new year.
i heard from somewhere that once you hit 20,
every year just seem to fly pass
i wanted to say that time flies,
but at the same time, i feel that many things have happened during the year
starting school again after half a year of crazy trouble-less fun, had my fair share of pain, helplessness, disappointment, lousy grades, internship x 2, brother's ROM, job offer, brother moving out..
oh and turning 21 though I didnt really feel that it made a huge impact on my life or anything but I did have a great time celebrating with family and friends.
i mean, not every event had been bad
but i just tend to let the bad overwhelm me
i used to write a long list of resolutions at the start of every new year
but I learnt that every year, the things on the list remain the same cus I dont fulfill any of them during the year.
so this year, maybe i shouldnt set any.
truth is, when i think about the future, I can only see it as a blank piece of paper
i dont know what I want, I dont know what lies ahead and I dont want to think about it.
People who are older tell me this is just a phase all undergrads go through
but I dont think they understand.
It's not all about career options, but rather, life in general.
I am not going to keep my expectations high for the new year but im trying to keep my chin up.
i just hope that it will be what everyone calls it to be: a happy new year.