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im trying the best i can to make everyone happy, i really am.
i cant take it anymore, and it sucks.
im sorry, im only one person, im not an amoeba, i cant make 2 of myself.
cope with me, be happy for me, stop judging me, stop telling me whats good for me and whats bad for me...
let me have fun with people that i wanna have fun with
dont make me miserable.
can i just be myself without the judging, telling me who's good me and not.
i just cant take it anymore. i feel as if every fricken decision i make is not for me, its for someone else, and when i make this decision i feel like im always hurting someone.
and another thing, i hang out with different people, dont question. i wanna hang out with them, to hang out with them. the why's arent needed. or when i call someone, the question why comes through. stop asking me why. the answer from now on is, its because im friends with them and im lindsay...
christ. im so sick of this. years and years of this. its my finally call to everyone.
just please stop. let me do what i want. i know its my fault because i normally always think of other people before me, but let me think of myself. just be like "is this really what you wanna do?"
let me just be me. i have one more year with you guys, and chances are we have to face the facts...if our friendship is strong enough, we'll be friends forever, but i know im loosing most of my friends to leave for college.
let me be just me, please.
i cant take it anymore, and it sucks.
im sorry, im only one person, im not an amoeba, i cant make 2 of myself.
cope with me, be happy for me, stop judging me, stop telling me whats good for me and whats bad for me...
let me have fun with people that i wanna have fun with
dont make me miserable.
can i just be myself without the judging, telling me who's good me and not.
i just cant take it anymore. i feel as if every fricken decision i make is not for me, its for someone else, and when i make this decision i feel like im always hurting someone.
and another thing, i hang out with different people, dont question. i wanna hang out with them, to hang out with them. the why's arent needed. or when i call someone, the question why comes through. stop asking me why. the answer from now on is, its because im friends with them and im lindsay...
christ. im so sick of this. years and years of this. its my finally call to everyone.
just please stop. let me do what i want. i know its my fault because i normally always think of other people before me, but let me think of myself. just be like "is this really what you wanna do?"
let me just be me. i have one more year with you guys, and chances are we have to face the facts...if our friendship is strong enough, we'll be friends forever, but i know im loosing most of my friends to leave for college.
let me be just me, please.