Jun 28, 2006 19:12
I miss Buffalo, half is about America, half is about the people there. I miss Lynn, fangya and sohaib the most. My feelings just last very long. I just can't loose them from today to tomorrow. In the last week in Buffalo Sohaib really did everything a ggod boyfriend would do for his girlfriend. I thank him for giving me a happy end for our relationship. I really miss him, I even miss the things i don't like about him. I remember at the airport he said: "Let me tell you some truths. I love lesbian actions." And I thought...aha...talking some bullshit again...And he continus: "And I'll miss you." That should be enought, and should be the end...i know, i can loose all the romantic feelings about him. Time can make you loose every feeling.
Btw, i think instead of going to Beijing in september i'll go to Shanghai to do an intern. I got the good news from my dad today. He found the opportunity for me today. I really hope, i can go, not just because shanghai will be a lot of fun, also because all the projects i can see in shanghai...it's like a paradise for civil engineers!
Now i just have to finish my exams, and find a job and a place to sleep in Darmstadt.