damn these exams..and the horse they rode in on!
ok so im really not ready for any type of test what-so-ever! it kinda scares me. but i guess im gonna have to get over it. so my dad told me i have to be over at his house the day i leave for germany...i was planning on being with my mom, but iguess it is kinda his day. divorce sucks man.but i love my dad, i just hope he doesnt go to work because i need a driver to take me places and buy me things the day i leave. im scared to go to germany right now. what if everyone thati knew over there sees me again and is like ' why the hell did we hang out with her? shes ugly, weird, adn stupid!' ahh what if they think that. maybe i'll just stay home...ok i changed my mind. even if they hate me i still going. i miss them and they damn sure better be glad to see me. now that i jsut convinced my self that im not a loser, i think im gonna study....oh im at ericas right now and we are trying to study. oh we were looking at this site were they took all these pictures at a party adn we say these guys we knew but they all looked real drunk. haha . ok got to be smart again. bye-char