this is not facebook
Sometimes there are just things that I want to say for somebody to hear, but I'm so aware of how much the impact of words on the internet has changed over the years that I'm afraid. I want all of my friends to hear my thoughts, but I also don't want them to think I'm needy or speculate over what is going on in my life. I don't want them to know that I'm not happy, even though I'm dying for them to know and reach out. But I've seen and judged enough people on facebook to know that I don't want to be one of those subtly-begging-for-pity posters. Sigh. Even know I know probably nobody will read this post, part of me is silently glad to have a place to post publicly without necessarily being heard.