I've been told that i never try hard enough.
How is it possible for me to be so passionate about living and not?
I figure living is all that I have. And I'm gonna do my damn best to live the way I want to live.
Dear you,
These are words.
These are just words.
If you're gonna do it, then do it. Don't say it. Please just don't say it. When things get hard, don't run away. Please just don't run away. If you really want something so bad, you have to make the effort. You've done this all your life. You can't be afraid of change. You can't be afraid of This. You can't cling to safety anymore. The parental "chains" you've complained about but clung to for so long. You hypocrite. You'll miss an eternity of opportunity if you don't.
One of the reasons he's good for you is the fact that he actually pushes you. And a shove in the right direction is what you need right now. School is out for summer. It's time to grow up. I wanna see you do it. Prove it. To me. To us. I dare you.
Sincerely,
me