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I'm a little drowsy and delirious.
A lot has happened in the course of this entire month semester. It's been slightly dramatic. I've been in love with getting to know people on a personal basis. Here are a few thought related persons.
1. Ever since you told me, I had "paper-thin" values I've documented my life more closely. I'm convinced that has been the reason for all this introspection: to find values in myself, and possibly make something concrete. So far, I've come to learn a few things. Like learning to criticize and be unimpressed.
2. You're the one person whose taught me to be independent by showing me what it means. Those nights we spent cruising the freeway home at an even 65. Cars rushed past us and you complained that the world moved too fast for no reason. You would wrap me in a sheet during the winter time and ship me love bound. Oh, i am such a sap.
3. I can spend hours with you and have every moment feel entirely sincere. The way we wander off in different directions digesting the world around us. I know you like me more than a friend. And the feelings I have for you are pronounced with curiosity and eager affection. The definition of infatuation magnified and disguised under love. Though i do love you, i can't promise you the intensity. If it counts, I'm sorry. You're still a keeper in my eyes.
4. You're new to the world, and so am I. We can understand this place together and set this foundation straight. Just remember what I said, "It's the filter, not the content." We can't say "yes" to everything and we won't always agree. It's heavy, I feel it too. Realizations persist. Yet it's the one thing to say "yes" to.
5. I'm a different book but I don't want to lose you. I don't care anymore but I'll try.
A lot has happened in the course of this entire month semester. It's been slightly dramatic. I've been in love with getting to know people on a personal basis. Here are a few thought related persons.
1. Ever since you told me, I had "paper-thin" values I've documented my life more closely. I'm convinced that has been the reason for all this introspection: to find values in myself, and possibly make something concrete. So far, I've come to learn a few things. Like learning to criticize and be unimpressed.
2. You're the one person whose taught me to be independent by showing me what it means. Those nights we spent cruising the freeway home at an even 65. Cars rushed past us and you complained that the world moved too fast for no reason. You would wrap me in a sheet during the winter time and ship me love bound. Oh, i am such a sap.
3. I can spend hours with you and have every moment feel entirely sincere. The way we wander off in different directions digesting the world around us. I know you like me more than a friend. And the feelings I have for you are pronounced with curiosity and eager affection. The definition of infatuation magnified and disguised under love. Though i do love you, i can't promise you the intensity. If it counts, I'm sorry. You're still a keeper in my eyes.
4. You're new to the world, and so am I. We can understand this place together and set this foundation straight. Just remember what I said, "It's the filter, not the content." We can't say "yes" to everything and we won't always agree. It's heavy, I feel it too. Realizations persist. Yet it's the one thing to say "yes" to.
5. I'm a different book but I don't want to lose you. I don't care anymore but I'll try.