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Sep 11, 2009 21:43

I write in this PROBABLY every 6 months, but I want to use it more.
I'm too lazy to start from scratch, so I just hid all the dumb posts.
Most of these are from well over a year ago, if not two.

I have this thing I do where, every year, I decide I hate my former self.
Whether I've really changed that much, or I just THINK I have, beats me, it just happens.

I just gave my brother a haircut, it looks good.
The parents are going away this weekend so I should probably find something for us to do.
He thinks I'm "cool", so I'm trying to maintain that misconception.
That way, hopefully, he'll listen to my advice and not repeat my stupid mistakes.

I feel like such a creep for loving my family as much as I do.
Everyone is usually complaining about their parents and whatnot.
I used to do that, but now I realize how much I just frickin adore them and all their weird quirks and my dads dirty jokes and my mom's silly stories.
And my siblings are honestly the coolest kids I know.
I don't express this fully to them because I'm too awkward. I probably should.

I'm glad to have the day off to lay in bed tomorrow. I have things to do throughout the day, but it's kind of just whenever I feel like it. I'll probably want to go for a bike ride and I definitely need to clean my room and play some music.
I have a show in Brooklyn on Weds that I should go over songs for.

Anyhow, I've always got someone I'm writing to in the back of my head.
I wish I could just write for the sake of writing, but it's no use.
We're all trying to impress someone.

"Goodnight, sleep light, stranger."
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