so today i got up and went to maine with my family. my uncle is renting a house on the ocean for a couple of weeks, so we went and hung out on the beach. it was supposed to rain but it ended up being really nice out, it was aweosme. on the way there the cavi ran out of gas, so we had to have my parents get some more haha. it was sweet. we were at pops and zach was just looking at us like what the hell are you doing. so we got down there i jumped in the water, but it was freezing. my aunt and uncle told me that any time i want to i can take the train from worcester to ct where they live, and then i can take the train into the city (NY) which is sick. my uncle was telling us all sorts of travel stories (he works on wall street) funny shit...i hung out on the beach for a while, and then went real estate shopping, found a place being build for a million but it wasnt right on the ocean, so that wont do in the future... haha. many cute girls walking around down there, but of course i didnt say hello to any of them. oh well, they were fun to look at. then i went and got my laptop and just hung out on the beach looked out, and downloaded aimutation. so then i had to leave early because brianna had to be back for soccer, so i took her to that. i was on my laptop, but then it died, so i went to the front of the barn. school and plugged it in. then i realized there was an internet connection so i talked to few people and did some browsing. i also watched a little stand up it was a good time. so yup, then i got home, and i called ashley, and we talked for a little bit, nothing great. shes trying to get me jeleous as always, telling me about how she got this guys sn and how great he was. it was stupid. and then, me being my stupid self started telling her about karalyn and how i am going to meet her at warped tour. i also started talking about how she is going to be right down the hall, and how i have a week just to party during the first week of school. really this is just dumb, but i cant tell her how i really feel when she is talking about some other kid. and the fact is she told caila about why she really did it, and i just wish she could be honest with me, because i miss her so much and dont even have three weeks anymore. ahhh. oh well, not much to be done right now. im going to sleep, and then in the mornign i have my immunizations, fun, its good i dont mind needles...
goodnight moon
goodnight bear,
...i know you can only keep him under your bed for so long, i only hope that when you sleep with him again, its not too late for us.
good night