Procrastination makes perfect, i was right sllllllut

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Today was normal, except jason burned me the new song on a cd to write lyrics to and so i will be doing that... even tho i shouldnt... cause im not in a good mood, and i dont want to end up writing another song about how stupid my life is, even though i know i should be greatful for everything i have and such, and i am, im very greatful, but i still think its stupid... cause there aren't any REAL problems in my life, its all just bullshit with sluts, and my parents who can't stop fighting, i mean... fuck do something about your arguments... but dont get me wrong, its not like i WANT real problems, but i just think its so stupid how these little things are fucking with my head. It seems like the only thing i can do is read the same book over and over, (mere Christianity) to help me feel a little bit better, and that takes too long, and play my guitar, which i eventually can't enjoy cause when we have band practice, one of my "problems" is right there with me.
i need to like... learn something about.... i dont know what, maybe i need to get my ass kicked or something.

this is where i go.