when its all about trust

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I talked to her the other day cause she was complaining about me thinking/telling her she is a slut, and admitted to yet another lie she had been trying to keep from me, about how he really liked my buddy when she had told me she didn't ever like him. And she was saying it was normal for someone to like 2 pple at once (the azguy)first of all, i dont think its normal to really be inlove with someone (like she said she was with me) and at the same time like someone else, so no i dont think its normal, or right, and if it is, human nature is even more fucked up than i can imagine, second of all, if she liked that other guy at all... why the fuck would she ask me out, or kiss me, or anything? she had no right too, and i would have been much better off. It's just not right. She said its been almost a year lol, i know its been a while, and i should have gotten over this bs right now, but it has been nooooooothing close to a year. I would totally be over this too, if she hadn't lied to me the whole time. the one thing i put my "trust" into was a lie. pathetic, i know.
emo moment II or maybe this is emo moment III doesnt really matter
later sllllluts