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Woah woah woah... what's this? Why I am I feeling sad?
I just miss London. I love being home but I miss London so much.
You know it's depressing but almost comforting the fact that I feel like I could go away and not miss my friends so much I wouldn't enjoy myself. I feel alot free-er knowing that but it's strange. I know I couldn't leave Lyle again, but right now I feel like I could go anywhere, and as long as I had him to be with I would be just fine. I'm thinking of doing an exchange to America during Uni, that way I can stay there without having crazy work visas etc... only problem being that that means I'll be in NZ for at least the next 2 years.
I love NZ but everything gets to me more here, it's very petty. I feel like the whole nation's petty sometimes and that's just the way we are.
I miss London so goddamn much.
I just miss London. I love being home but I miss London so much.
You know it's depressing but almost comforting the fact that I feel like I could go away and not miss my friends so much I wouldn't enjoy myself. I feel alot free-er knowing that but it's strange. I know I couldn't leave Lyle again, but right now I feel like I could go anywhere, and as long as I had him to be with I would be just fine. I'm thinking of doing an exchange to America during Uni, that way I can stay there without having crazy work visas etc... only problem being that that means I'll be in NZ for at least the next 2 years.
I love NZ but everything gets to me more here, it's very petty. I feel like the whole nation's petty sometimes and that's just the way we are.
I miss London so goddamn much.