And Afterwards, the Beginning.

Nov 28, 2008 23:16


Okay.  I haven't posted in awhile, but I've been busy!  Sort of.  Off the bat, I guess a "happy Thanksgiving" is in order.  I hope everyone feasted on something delicious yesterday, and finished off most of the leftovers today.  Anything left can be sandwiched into a coldcut.

Thanksgiving was also a bit of a midteen crisis for me.  I don't know what happened.  I went into the bathroom around 11:00, and when I came out again at least an hour later, I'd removed...quite a bit of hair from my head.  I've updated the picture in my userinfo accordingly.  It will probably look like this for a long time to come.



I've also come to realized some pretty important things that I hadn't really considered previously.  Other changes in my profile may leave a clue, though I doubt that anyone's been keeping up with that.  Ah well!  :]  This revelation has, however, arrived with a bizarre sense of empowerment.  Unfortunately, this does not extend to telling anybody what it is.  I don't think I'm ready for that yet, but it will probably boil over and spill out sooner or later.  Sooner than later, rather-- on LJ, at least.  Isn't it strange that I would rather divulge my secrets to an imaginary audience on LJ than to the friends and family I see every day?  I suppose not.  I mean, I do have to see them every day, and suffer the consequences of telling...whereas if anyone does happen to stumble across it here, we can contentedly ignore each other without any aftereffects.  I wish it were that easy with the people I know.  Not that I don't hang out with the perfect crowd for it; I'm proud to call myself apart of a very accepting circle of friends.  But personally, emotionally, I am not quite ready to let it slip out.  Only one person aside from myself is currently in the know, and I intend for it to stay that way for awhile.

Well, nothing earth-shattering to report.  The upcoming holiday season will be rather busy, though, I suspect...so until vacation, posts will continue to be few and far between.  (But I must say, it's come up so quickly!  I still feel as if school just started, yet it's almost second semester....)

identify (as in i don't)

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