saddness/happiness all at the same time

[lineinyourbook_]

i am very happy...:I went to CJ and Andrew's Punk Rock Bible Study. It was awesome...but my dad was ultrapissed that i didn't plan it out correctly and that it was at Jenses apartment...(my dad doesn't know Jenses-so it made it much worse)...but all in all i had a great time...i learned alot like...originally because of Adam and Eve we were supposed to be sent to hell i think?.....but because Jesus died for us...we have been saved and he earned us a way to get to heaven...so..yeah...and everyone was so nice to me...i have never gotten so many comments on how i look before...it was very weird. so i feel extremely happy.

but on the other hand i am a little sad because i had a craving to smoke and i never have and i dont think i ever will so its weird....and thats all i smell now...ick..

Today is ok i guess minus the fact that msn isn't working and i am getting tons and tons of popups...