Life to the dead. Dead to the dead. Dead to the living.
It's not about putting the past behind. It's not about seeing a label as anything other than a label. It's not about being a good human being. It's not about accepting that there are people out there that are different than you- yet so alike. It's not about doing the right thing for the well-being of others. It's not about realizing that he is just an extremely nice boy trying to hang on to severed bonds only by a thread. It's not about taking into consideration that the previous boy has feelings also. It's not about helping a kid who is obviously just searching for a friend to talk to and be kind to. It's not about gauging loneliness as an inner source to the outside world. It's not about taking the consideration to feed a kid some confiding lines to stop his current suicidal tendencies. It's not about the one time in your life when you felt like the most abandoned human being on earth and not being able to turn to a single person about your problems. It's not about taking care of those you love. It's not about just simply asking someone how they are or if they'd like to have coffee and engage in small talk to keep up with lost times. It's not about searching yourself for the truth. It's not about being true at all. It's not about love.
It's about deceit and despair. It's about feeling bad for everyone but at the same time shrugging it off. It's about you and no one else. It's about going to shows and standing next to a really cute boy that has obviously been your myspace friend for quite a while but not talking to him because you've never set glance to him in your life. It's about flirting the lines between bitch and beauty. It's about going to the beehive and having the shittiest smoothie you've ever tasted only because your friend tells you that it's a cool place to chill and that the drinks there are the most amazing thing you've ever tasted while you sit around people who you talk shit on constantly and put on the face that you've often glared at in the still water with the masquerade at your hand. It's about not giving a shit about anything unless it's self-satisfactory. It's about thriving off of your parents well made income and using it as a gesture to throw in someone else's face. It's about putting up a wall, and deconstructing it for others when it's convenient for you. It's about going to parties and poisoning yourself with influential substances and then bleeding them all out of your pores on a living room floor while you fuck your best friend's ex-boyfriend. It's about forgetting someone the instant they've given you what you needed. It's about giving up your beliefs and disbeliefs to fit in. It's all about yourself.
It's all about love for yourself.
It's about deceit and despair. It's about feeling bad for everyone but at the same time shrugging it off. It's about you and no one else. It's about going to shows and standing next to a really cute boy that has obviously been your myspace friend for quite a while but not talking to him because you've never set glance to him in your life. It's about flirting the lines between bitch and beauty. It's about going to the beehive and having the shittiest smoothie you've ever tasted only because your friend tells you that it's a cool place to chill and that the drinks there are the most amazing thing you've ever tasted while you sit around people who you talk shit on constantly and put on the face that you've often glared at in the still water with the masquerade at your hand. It's about not giving a shit about anything unless it's self-satisfactory. It's about thriving off of your parents well made income and using it as a gesture to throw in someone else's face. It's about putting up a wall, and deconstructing it for others when it's convenient for you. It's about going to parties and poisoning yourself with influential substances and then bleeding them all out of your pores on a living room floor while you fuck your best friend's ex-boyfriend. It's about forgetting someone the instant they've given you what you needed. It's about giving up your beliefs and disbeliefs to fit in. It's all about yourself.
It's all about love for yourself.