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I can't see my little sister for a year.
I want to be in Indiana.
I need taylor to wake up.
My life has gone to shit.
I don't even know what to do
with myself right now, without
that little girl my life isn't even worth
it anymore, she was my everything.
She was my sister but I took care
of her all the time so i felt like she was my
daughter, I tried so hard to teach her to
do the right things and shes so smart it
kills me the next year she will turn 8 and
be so diffrent everyday shes changing
and growing and i have to miss every second
of it a year may not be a long time but these
are the most priceless moments in a childs life
and im her big sister, Mom I can really say I hate
you I hate your fucking guts and I hope you read this shit
by one of my family memebers being nosey reads this
and calls you and tells you, well if they do I hope they tell
you this, It was you who deserved to get the shit beaten out
of you by your husband not me, cause youre one shitty
fucking mom, I dont even like to call you that you chose your
stupid fucking abusive husband over me the one whos been
there for you way before he came along, I hope you suffer
for all the grief and pain your putting me threw even after
your husband put me in the hospital, I hope you lay your
head down at night and wonder what will be my next move.
Because I swear to you when saras old enough I will tell her
everything every god damn thing and she will see you both for
who you really are a phsycotic bitch and your husband a women
beater abusive piece of shit, everything i look at these bruises and
cuts I hate you both more, Karma is a bitch what goes around
comes back around,