it's been awhile...oh yeah
well my internet is finally working and i think it's the only thing that works around my house at the moment. My computer sucks, my car is a piece of crap....what else could i ask for? haha anyways....i'm a totally different person than i used to be when i would get onto this website and type happy lovey-dovey poems about the enchantment of love!! i don't know why my personality towards everything is so negative but i wish someone would clue me in....is this the person i've become and will always be?! i hope not because all i do is cause problems and bothers for everyone else around me. Maybe i should quit while i'm ahead. sometimes i think i should just dig myself a hole and hide in it for a few months. my luck the world would stop and i'd come out of my hole with the same problems! everything i say these days is sarcastic, negative,mean,bitchy,snotty,attitudey (according to my parents and rich) I just need to let go of this uptight lindsay i've become!! if anyone has some ideas or suggestions...hit me up!!lol