nobody's home....

[lindzeep]

people seem to act on feelings, ahem *girls) seem to act on feelings. yes i have a vigina, i try to suppress those feelings for one reason or another, or at least try hide them from the other species known as men around here. but there does come a point when things just don't feel right, and there is nothing that you can do about it. life rocks but i know it could be better...i feel as though it is filled bubbles; someone says something to me and they are sweet and kind and the "right thing to say" and they float over in all their shiny glory, they once brought upon a smile but now i realize how they pop in my face and i am left with the nothingness. you ever feel--everyone, those with viginas and the other species, that you want someone to give you goosebumbs, someone to know your favorite color, someone to generally care how your day went? someone to do the little things in life to want to make you smile....yeah me to. i realize tomorrow is another day, to keep working, i've realized that when things are new you really can't push the things that don't matter, but most all anybody wants is someone to care as much for them as they do for the other one. To be as truthful and real as the morning sunrise-- you simply stare at it, it is there, the warm breeze falls on your face, and all one has to do is sit there and look and you get all that it is worth: it is simple: it brings a smile.

..."and life is to hectic to look at sunrises" they say, but realize that tomorrow may be another day, but if you look through the person that lays beside you at night, and never really see them, don't ever really know them, understand them, really show them that you care...then that sunrise will come up cloudy day after day.