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so i think my energy may be coming back to normal. which is good because if it is, my blood work next week will be good news. im getting back to sleeping a few hours and being ok with it. my days off are the worst though. i sleep all day. all night. the nights i close with an opening shift the next morning, i get about two to three hours of sleep. im getting ok with it. i just want my days off to not consist of me sleeping them away. cause i need to get shit done. basically being at my house, and in my room make me sleep i think. im secluding myself from life. i didnt even know there was a hurricane around. but i mean i watch tv and refuse the news. i try to clean and get everything in order for my room cause theres a lot of junk i dont need and can get rid of. its just the getting to it part that fails cause im sleeping. and when im not im laying in bed not wanting to move and shortly fall back to sleep. that needs to stop asap. theres so much potential but no motivation. i need someone to come and get me out of bed the ass crack of dawn everyday and keep me busy till night time. keep me busy and doing things. i need a boyfriend...