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i mean. i guess not caring that i shouldnt have kids right now matters. cause i have to prove myself to be successful by going to college and getting a great job and being able to support myself finainchally. cause thats all that really matters to being happy... you know amounting to what everyone wants you to be. maybe its just a game of life that people just cant get enough of. doubting people to not succeed into what they actually want in life and what they do to make them happy. because if everyone else isnt happy for your desicion or choice, you shouldnt be. maybe thats why people arent happy right now. because no one cares if they are happy. no one cares what they want. plan no one cares. and fortunatly the people that do care, will always matter to the other person, but the ones that dont are what destroy that person. funny to think how everyones misery can cause so much resentfulness to everyone actually trying to be happy.
my point. if you want things done the way that will make you happy, you only can worry about yourself. fuck everyone else. even the ones that still care. as terrible as it sounds the only person that can make you happy is yourself, and depending on others is like waiting to die. well when i finally get my degree, im moving far from these mother fers so i dont have anyone to worry about but myself. the people that took them selves out of my life probably saw what was happening and didnt like it. people from a distance dont fully understand it. worst part is i remember everything about it all. and im living with the wrong choices ive already made by trusting people into thinking they cared about what i wanted. they dont care. they are un happy mother fers who dont have shit for themselves so actually seeing someone try to do good and want different things makes them feel superior when they make someone fall because they are so ignorant that the person leaves the conversations... to stop listening to the BULLSHIT and keep moving with their life as the fuckface winning because they made another person feel so low about them selves that everyone is more miserable than them.
well fuck off. im doing me. you can like me or love me but please dont stay if you hate me.
my point. if you want things done the way that will make you happy, you only can worry about yourself. fuck everyone else. even the ones that still care. as terrible as it sounds the only person that can make you happy is yourself, and depending on others is like waiting to die. well when i finally get my degree, im moving far from these mother fers so i dont have anyone to worry about but myself. the people that took them selves out of my life probably saw what was happening and didnt like it. people from a distance dont fully understand it. worst part is i remember everything about it all. and im living with the wrong choices ive already made by trusting people into thinking they cared about what i wanted. they dont care. they are un happy mother fers who dont have shit for themselves so actually seeing someone try to do good and want different things makes them feel superior when they make someone fall because they are so ignorant that the person leaves the conversations... to stop listening to the BULLSHIT and keep moving with their life as the fuckface winning because they made another person feel so low about them selves that everyone is more miserable than them.
well fuck off. im doing me. you can like me or love me but please dont stay if you hate me.