the words "watcha thinkin?" that started it all
today i was down town and i walked past that hippie clothing store and saw in the window NAG CHAMPA so i went in and bought some. i went home and burned the nag champa. the smell still lingers in my room i can smell it on my clothes when i walk around my house.
this time last year i was so happy. i thought nothing could split us apart. the smell reminds me of jimmy's house.
-the weavings covering the walls
-the under statement of weed still lingering in the air
-alcohol bottles from greece on his tv, i woulds say "this smells like licorice, jimmy you know you shouldnt drink" and he would say " yeah yeah" then i would jump into his arms
-the bed with the black sheets that were so soft i often found myself waking up from them whenever jimmy ran to get subway or something
-the fish tapastry that filled his room with color when the sunset was perfectly placed
-the adventures with tucker wade and colin
-twinkies and donuts and soda that tucker always longed for
-my nutter butters that i never ate
-when i found his pipe and stash and didnt tell him
-the sparkly dresses that his sister wore
-his parents that i loved and they loved me
-his parents thinking we were having sex and me being really embaressed cause we wernt
-all the banana boxes
-the dead bee in the fan
-christmas lights
-built to spill
-me putting clips in his hair
-the lost earrings
-him saying "what cd do you want to listen to" and me alway picking postal service
-the necklace from italy i still look at almost every day
-the first movie we watched together that i cant remember for the life of me cause i was so fuckin scared of being in his room 'jimmy otterbacks room'
-the words "watcha thinkin?" that started it all
we went through the weirdest part of our years together. i changed so much, became not so prude he became. . . well jimmy. i love jimmy. even when i didnt want to talk to him, i still loved him. i dont think i was ever IN love with jimmy but i love him. hes with a new girl now and she amazing. im glad he got to be with someone so special, to say the truth it took alot of guilt off me when i saw them together. it made me happy. sorry jimmy for being a bitch it was all for the best right?
haha funny how so much can come from a stick of incense called nag champa.
i dont know if i should post this it might be the worst that i have ever done. but screw it, oh well
Sarah
this time last year i was so happy. i thought nothing could split us apart. the smell reminds me of jimmy's house.
-the weavings covering the walls
-the under statement of weed still lingering in the air
-alcohol bottles from greece on his tv, i woulds say "this smells like licorice, jimmy you know you shouldnt drink" and he would say " yeah yeah" then i would jump into his arms
-the bed with the black sheets that were so soft i often found myself waking up from them whenever jimmy ran to get subway or something
-the fish tapastry that filled his room with color when the sunset was perfectly placed
-the adventures with tucker wade and colin
-twinkies and donuts and soda that tucker always longed for
-my nutter butters that i never ate
-when i found his pipe and stash and didnt tell him
-the sparkly dresses that his sister wore
-his parents that i loved and they loved me
-his parents thinking we were having sex and me being really embaressed cause we wernt
-all the banana boxes
-the dead bee in the fan
-christmas lights
-built to spill
-me putting clips in his hair
-the lost earrings
-him saying "what cd do you want to listen to" and me alway picking postal service
-the necklace from italy i still look at almost every day
-the first movie we watched together that i cant remember for the life of me cause i was so fuckin scared of being in his room 'jimmy otterbacks room'
-the words "watcha thinkin?" that started it all
we went through the weirdest part of our years together. i changed so much, became not so prude he became. . . well jimmy. i love jimmy. even when i didnt want to talk to him, i still loved him. i dont think i was ever IN love with jimmy but i love him. hes with a new girl now and she amazing. im glad he got to be with someone so special, to say the truth it took alot of guilt off me when i saw them together. it made me happy. sorry jimmy for being a bitch it was all for the best right?
haha funny how so much can come from a stick of incense called nag champa.
i dont know if i should post this it might be the worst that i have ever done. but screw it, oh well
Sarah