Ahh the joys of life.
So I havent updated latley because most of my time is spent with him. I'm in love, completley in love with him. Nah none of you know him. Well no one but Alecia cause we used to work with him. His name is Freedom Morse. The single most amazing person I know. He makes me feel like the most beautiful person in this entire world and I dont know what I would ever do without him. When I'm not with him, I'm usually busy being a mommy to a little girl whose dad's a dead beat so it takes both Torey and I to raise her. It's amazing how you grow into love. When I first moved in there, I was so scared to do anything with her. I was scared to feed her, scared to change her. Scared to put her to bed. Now, I just look at her and I see so much in her. So many dreams I want her to accomplish. I want this baby to be a doctor or something big. I want her to do so good in life. I've never loved anyone this way. Being in love with him and loving her brings so much joy into my life. It's like I wake up in the morning to her crying for me and I open my eyes and see him laying there next to me and I know that somehow, every thing is going to be just fine. So, Torey's dad got diagnosed with Cancer the other day. On Wednesday. It broke my heart. I just went through all of this with my own dad. Now I have to turn around and do it again for my adopted dad. Sometimes life can be so rough. Then once again you get a big huge break and meet someone like him and everything bad in your world just sits in the back of your mind. I mean this man is amazing. It only took him holding me one time and I knew I wanted to stay there for the rest of my life. He's so awesome. I cant wait to marry him and have his baby. Well, I am going to get going. Leave me a comment