I simply can not win!
So I went in to fight to be put back on my regular job. Seems foolish to have to watch my work pile up for 5 weeks now and not do it, while they keep me "busy" working all sorts of odd jobs which only stresses my whole body out so the back injury can not heal. I told the doc I was where I was when they put me IN this job, even though I still have pain. So if they wait til I stop having pain it may be never! He agreed and released me.
Good new, huh?
Well since I had the day off with all this and other chores I went to have my car oil changed. Well, guess what? BAD NEWS. This car is only 2 yrs old and only just less than 40000 miles on it and I had to replace the ball joints!! Because they were bad, I had to replace the tires!! That and a couple regular maintenence things and its gonna run me like 1200 bucks!!! What is it with me and ball joints on cars????? F uck I am still paying on this stupid car and now I have a Visa bill to pay too!! I could SCREAM!!
I barely have enough money to make ends meet and now this...I think I need to look into sharing a place with someone. But, who? Who can you trust and I would have to store all my stuff. Another job I cant do alone..packing and transporting. GOD I HATE THINGS AS THEY ARE!!
My life is totally depressing. But guess I need to be grateful for all the good things in it.
It just seems no matter what corner I turn, there is some issue holding me down so I can enjoy my life as I should. What the hell happened to working hard and everything will be fine?
I just heard too that my baby brother's wife is divorcing him and he is devastated! All these years and she is cutting out! I know what that feels like, for sure! All I ever wanted was a husband, kids, grandkids and a happy marriage that lasted. Does ANYONES last anymore?? If I had known all this shit that hit me was going to happen I sure would have taken a different path in working all my life ,so that in two years I could retire. NOW, I don't have a clue how the hell I will feed myself and where I will live in just a few years, especially if my health starts failing. God, I am 60 already and don't know how the hell I got here so fast and what the hell life will be like in just 10 years!
Rant over, and off to run more errands I need to do while I have the loaner car before they call me and tell me its done. At least that. They gave me a decent loaner car so I could get things done instead of sitting home all day.
So, back to backlogged work tomorrow, that when I received this position was backed up 5 weeks. It took me literally 7 months to catch it up. I am really soooo happy about that, and working with lazy people around me! Oh JOY!
When does my life get good?
Good new, huh?
Well since I had the day off with all this and other chores I went to have my car oil changed. Well, guess what? BAD NEWS. This car is only 2 yrs old and only just less than 40000 miles on it and I had to replace the ball joints!! Because they were bad, I had to replace the tires!! That and a couple regular maintenence things and its gonna run me like 1200 bucks!!! What is it with me and ball joints on cars????? F uck I am still paying on this stupid car and now I have a Visa bill to pay too!! I could SCREAM!!
I barely have enough money to make ends meet and now this...I think I need to look into sharing a place with someone. But, who? Who can you trust and I would have to store all my stuff. Another job I cant do alone..packing and transporting. GOD I HATE THINGS AS THEY ARE!!
My life is totally depressing. But guess I need to be grateful for all the good things in it.
It just seems no matter what corner I turn, there is some issue holding me down so I can enjoy my life as I should. What the hell happened to working hard and everything will be fine?
I just heard too that my baby brother's wife is divorcing him and he is devastated! All these years and she is cutting out! I know what that feels like, for sure! All I ever wanted was a husband, kids, grandkids and a happy marriage that lasted. Does ANYONES last anymore?? If I had known all this shit that hit me was going to happen I sure would have taken a different path in working all my life ,so that in two years I could retire. NOW, I don't have a clue how the hell I will feed myself and where I will live in just a few years, especially if my health starts failing. God, I am 60 already and don't know how the hell I got here so fast and what the hell life will be like in just 10 years!
Rant over, and off to run more errands I need to do while I have the loaner car before they call me and tell me its done. At least that. They gave me a decent loaner car so I could get things done instead of sitting home all day.
So, back to backlogged work tomorrow, that when I received this position was backed up 5 weeks. It took me literally 7 months to catch it up. I am really soooo happy about that, and working with lazy people around me! Oh JOY!
When does my life get good?