Oct 17, 2006 21:10
i hate it when i find a great guy who luvs my personality and everythig about me but i can't have them. cause they aren't waling with god. i hate it cause i led them on. flirted back when they started to show interest...it's my fault and i kno it. but when i ignore them they bug me more -like me more. when im just nice -the same happens. i hate it. i can't have them, why does this always happen to me (and sara)...well i just gotta give it up to god. he'll give me someone and it won't be when im lookin for it. theres my frustrations.