I never thought it would be this hard....
The weirdness of being home has finally sunk in. Tonight I had a soccer game and after I went out to dinner with some friends. As soon as we got there it was OMG GOSSIP! Everything from mom bashing, dirty sluts, guys, and "hilarious" stories. I was just totally bored the whole night. I cant seem to figure out who changed...me or them. I refuse to believe that I changed so much that my old friends wont be friends much longer. They changed too. I guess its normal for groups of girls to change and differ, but accepting it is hard. Before leaving and during my stay (until tonight as a matter of fact) I was sure everything would fall into place again once I came back and got readjusted into the group. Boy was I wrong. What am I left with now? Reminants of an amazing year in a different country, and a couple email addresses of some kids I will probably never see again.