not yours now. . .but mine.
i hate to use this word.
but all this is pathetic.
and i'm finally taking bedford's advice and screwing it. all of it. forgetting about it all.
its pathetic. but worse, i am. for letting it consume me for longer than one second. i shouldnt waste my time and effort on something so trivial.
therefore. i'm going to keep going to class and doing my homework. and avoiding this as much as i can.
he makes me so very happy.
but all this is pathetic.
and i'm finally taking bedford's advice and screwing it. all of it. forgetting about it all.
its pathetic. but worse, i am. for letting it consume me for longer than one second. i shouldnt waste my time and effort on something so trivial.
therefore. i'm going to keep going to class and doing my homework. and avoiding this as much as i can.
he makes me so very happy.