Sep 16, 2008 00:17
For all my fans of "Bring Me to Life",
I've been fumbling a little with chapter 10. I know where I want to go in the story, but I was having a little trouble getting there. Then I was sitting at work tonight going back through what I had written so far for chapter 10. I was thinking hard about where I needed to go and how I wanted to get there. Then like so many other ideas, it hit me in a wave of uncontrolable thoughts. I'm almost terrified to write it, but I know if I don't I'll never get it out of my head. I'm starting to think their might be something wrong with me. Why am I writting this tremendously sad story? The only explination I can even grasp is that I have to. I'm gonna give it a happy ending, I promise. But another twist is coming, one that I didn't even see until tonight. When the idea hit me, I started crying. I think my friends think I'm just a little crazy getting so emotionally invovled in my writting. I can't help it though. It's like I'm living in Bella and Edward's heads. It's hard not to be emotional. So thank you all for bearing with me while I pour out bits of my soul. Stock up on your tissues, you're gonna need them.
Leaving you troubled, Lindsey
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