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Alright so i stole this from kelsey so yah. and i only have 2 people i can really write about that have a LJ buttt my other people read it too so ill write about them too
1. Choose 15 people from your friends list at random.
2. Write something about/to each of them.
3. Don't tell anyone who the statements are about. Good or bad. No matter how they beg!
1. I love you. i dont know where i would be without you. you are always there for me even through the hardest times. we have been through everything, mostly us fighting over guys but thats ok we have had ALOT of good times since 5th grade and i want you to know that i will always be here even if you think im not. thats why we are best friends because we know each others deepest feelings and we see right through a smile. I love you more than you could ever know.
2. Drifting apart.. that term sounds horrible and i hate to see one of my best friends think thats whats happening because its not. i spent the whole summer with you. i was there when your grandpa passed away and i was there whenever you needed someone. its been so long since we have actually hung out together and i miss it. i miss you. and i think its mostly my fault but i dont regret becoming friends with new people i regret not being there to see your car the day you got it and the day you got ur permit i wasnt the first one to drive with you in the backseat. not being there has made me realize all that im giving up and it was never worth that. you are probably one of the greatest people in the world. im sorry.
3. what can i say about you. whenever im bitching i always seem to forget what im bitching about. you are so bubbly and happy i love it. you are one of the best people to be with and i never have a bad time with you. when you left i thought i was losing a huge part of me and i hated it i wished i could have bought you a thousand plane tickets so you could come home everyday just so i could see you. then you came back and learned your here to stay i dont even know where to begin its such a good feeling that, that part of me is back.
4. You are the coolest. i have NEVER had a bad time with you. i see you everyday and have never been mad at you. we have had the best times together even when we are just sitting on our ass playing videogames all night. there are so many memories that im so glad i have experienced with you because you are such a huge person in my life. i would do anything for you, anything just to see the smile that comes on ur face when i say something stupid or the laugh when Erick does his Johnny Bravo impression. i hope nothing ever changes with us. i dont want any drama with other people to tear us apart.
5. Gossip. the one word i think about when i think about you. i know everything that goes on because of you. without your stories in math i would be pretty much bored with my life. we have so much fun together and even tho you are horrible at super mariokart you are still one of the best people in my life. i dont think this year would have been fun at all without you there to tell me how hott jacob and scott are. because they are... really hott haha. i love you.
6. whipped? no...well.. maybe... i love you. we have been through so much together. where would i be without you or your mom. shes pretty much the coolest person ever. no matter how mean i am to you, you are always right there when i need someone. even at 1 in the morning when i call you crying about stupid problems with friends i can always count on you. i love having someone like you in my life. someone who is always next to me encouraging me to pursue everything i want out of life. you are seriously one of a kind and i would be lost without you...
7. so i dont really know what to say about you... i really thought i could trust you. you left and completely changed your life...and for what? the sake to look cool for older kids? well i saw right through that. you used to confide in me. you used to listen to me and take my advice. how can i help you when you fuck up the same and expect me to just keep telling you the same things over and over again.
8. dont have alot to say about you just that you are truely unique and VERY special. you are one of a kind by far. your humor ALWAYS makes me laugh even when its directed right at me. you are probably one of the funniest kids i know and im so glad i talked to you in 6th grade haha.
9. I dont understand what happened... i dont know why you wont talk to me. i call and you dont answer. why the sudden change. i wish i could tell you exactly how i feel but i cant you just wont open up to me and it sucks. you say you cant but you can. its not hard to just say what you truely feel for once. please. just tell me so i can understand.
10. I miss you. I miss you so fucking much. i havent seen you in alomst 2 years and i feel like shit whenever i think about all the good times we have had together. bluestar was so amazing and we were inseperable you taught me so much about life and who to be. you created the horny side of me. from our chair to peeing on the tree stump you have ALWAYS been the best part about that camp. i better see you soon.
11. wow where to start... i met you in 8th grade. you have made such an impact on my life. i would have never experienced a relationship without you. we had SO many rough spots from going out 6 times to being best friends to falling out of touch it always seemed we were in a fight but the moments we got to spend together were so awesome i honestly thought i would NEVER get over you. im glad we still talk.
12. I miss you. i remember in 6th grade when we would go to ur house and jump on ur trampoline all night and we would go shopping with liz and she would get 200 dollars to shop. you are awesome...i cant believe you go to another school i miss you sooooooooooooooooooooo much !! you are neat and i wish you went to corona.
13. Where did we go? me and you wre joined at the hip in 8th grade. i havent hung out with you in over 2 years its so sad cause we used to talk about hanging out EVERY weekend. and i still have all our notes talking about the guys we were obsessed with and we had so much fun. i miss it so much.
14. I remember the summer we started talking. i was in florida and we would talk on the phone and have the best conversations online. i remember when we nicknamed you nutter butter or when we would talk about chris and how he wanted to get with you and you wrote me at camp. we never hang out...its so sad. i love visiting you at work all the time its fun :-)
15. you are awesome. there was always alot of drama and we stopped talking for awhile but im truely sorry and im glad that you are here for me. i never see you anymore but you are a good friend and i never should have treated you badly it was really wrong and immature of me ! i miss hanging out with you and when you would take all my clothes or make me bunches of cds. you are awesome and im glad things worked out the way you wanted them too
whoo that took long..
1. Choose 15 people from your friends list at random.
2. Write something about/to each of them.
3. Don't tell anyone who the statements are about. Good or bad. No matter how they beg!
1. I love you. i dont know where i would be without you. you are always there for me even through the hardest times. we have been through everything, mostly us fighting over guys but thats ok we have had ALOT of good times since 5th grade and i want you to know that i will always be here even if you think im not. thats why we are best friends because we know each others deepest feelings and we see right through a smile. I love you more than you could ever know.
2. Drifting apart.. that term sounds horrible and i hate to see one of my best friends think thats whats happening because its not. i spent the whole summer with you. i was there when your grandpa passed away and i was there whenever you needed someone. its been so long since we have actually hung out together and i miss it. i miss you. and i think its mostly my fault but i dont regret becoming friends with new people i regret not being there to see your car the day you got it and the day you got ur permit i wasnt the first one to drive with you in the backseat. not being there has made me realize all that im giving up and it was never worth that. you are probably one of the greatest people in the world. im sorry.
3. what can i say about you. whenever im bitching i always seem to forget what im bitching about. you are so bubbly and happy i love it. you are one of the best people to be with and i never have a bad time with you. when you left i thought i was losing a huge part of me and i hated it i wished i could have bought you a thousand plane tickets so you could come home everyday just so i could see you. then you came back and learned your here to stay i dont even know where to begin its such a good feeling that, that part of me is back.
4. You are the coolest. i have NEVER had a bad time with you. i see you everyday and have never been mad at you. we have had the best times together even when we are just sitting on our ass playing videogames all night. there are so many memories that im so glad i have experienced with you because you are such a huge person in my life. i would do anything for you, anything just to see the smile that comes on ur face when i say something stupid or the laugh when Erick does his Johnny Bravo impression. i hope nothing ever changes with us. i dont want any drama with other people to tear us apart.
5. Gossip. the one word i think about when i think about you. i know everything that goes on because of you. without your stories in math i would be pretty much bored with my life. we have so much fun together and even tho you are horrible at super mariokart you are still one of the best people in my life. i dont think this year would have been fun at all without you there to tell me how hott jacob and scott are. because they are... really hott haha. i love you.
6. whipped? no...well.. maybe... i love you. we have been through so much together. where would i be without you or your mom. shes pretty much the coolest person ever. no matter how mean i am to you, you are always right there when i need someone. even at 1 in the morning when i call you crying about stupid problems with friends i can always count on you. i love having someone like you in my life. someone who is always next to me encouraging me to pursue everything i want out of life. you are seriously one of a kind and i would be lost without you...
7. so i dont really know what to say about you... i really thought i could trust you. you left and completely changed your life...and for what? the sake to look cool for older kids? well i saw right through that. you used to confide in me. you used to listen to me and take my advice. how can i help you when you fuck up the same and expect me to just keep telling you the same things over and over again.
8. dont have alot to say about you just that you are truely unique and VERY special. you are one of a kind by far. your humor ALWAYS makes me laugh even when its directed right at me. you are probably one of the funniest kids i know and im so glad i talked to you in 6th grade haha.
9. I dont understand what happened... i dont know why you wont talk to me. i call and you dont answer. why the sudden change. i wish i could tell you exactly how i feel but i cant you just wont open up to me and it sucks. you say you cant but you can. its not hard to just say what you truely feel for once. please. just tell me so i can understand.
10. I miss you. I miss you so fucking much. i havent seen you in alomst 2 years and i feel like shit whenever i think about all the good times we have had together. bluestar was so amazing and we were inseperable you taught me so much about life and who to be. you created the horny side of me. from our chair to peeing on the tree stump you have ALWAYS been the best part about that camp. i better see you soon.
11. wow where to start... i met you in 8th grade. you have made such an impact on my life. i would have never experienced a relationship without you. we had SO many rough spots from going out 6 times to being best friends to falling out of touch it always seemed we were in a fight but the moments we got to spend together were so awesome i honestly thought i would NEVER get over you. im glad we still talk.
12. I miss you. i remember in 6th grade when we would go to ur house and jump on ur trampoline all night and we would go shopping with liz and she would get 200 dollars to shop. you are awesome...i cant believe you go to another school i miss you sooooooooooooooooooooo much !! you are neat and i wish you went to corona.
13. Where did we go? me and you wre joined at the hip in 8th grade. i havent hung out with you in over 2 years its so sad cause we used to talk about hanging out EVERY weekend. and i still have all our notes talking about the guys we were obsessed with and we had so much fun. i miss it so much.
14. I remember the summer we started talking. i was in florida and we would talk on the phone and have the best conversations online. i remember when we nicknamed you nutter butter or when we would talk about chris and how he wanted to get with you and you wrote me at camp. we never hang out...its so sad. i love visiting you at work all the time its fun :-)
15. you are awesome. there was always alot of drama and we stopped talking for awhile but im truely sorry and im glad that you are here for me. i never see you anymore but you are a good friend and i never should have treated you badly it was really wrong and immature of me ! i miss hanging out with you and when you would take all my clothes or make me bunches of cds. you are awesome and im glad things worked out the way you wanted them too
whoo that took long..