Fuck It
Ahhhh I'm so done caring. For now.
I'm going on a no-caring kick actually. It should be nice.
Constant and sustained effort to not be dramatic- starting NOW.
The power being off made me think maybe I wouldn't have to work today.
Apparently that's not happening as it is now back.. grrr. Why doesn't livejournal have emoticons? I would have prefered making an angry face there.
Oh well. I guess I am working at 3. It's all good though because I will slack off as usual, sit on my pop crate, and draw for a good 3 or 4 hours. I don't know how I'm not fired I just know they're so understaffed that they pretty much can't lose anyone- this includes me YEH.
I got Pauls birthday gift! I'm soooo glad it's done and I won't have to worry now about saving money for his gift because it's been spent now and yeah- He should LOVE it. I think it might have been a little too much money for how long we've been going out- but whatever. It's the perfect gift so that's all that counts. I might get him a few other goodies over the next two weeks to add to it. Like CDs. Lord knows he wants a million.
I had a dream that I was murdered last night and it was awful. I was walking home in the dark and I was scared so I went to use this payphone by the woods but when I got to it a guy stepped out infront of it and I was like "excuse me" and he moved like a little and I was like "Um I need to get to that phone" and then just the way he looked at me in my dream I knew something was up so I started running and I could see an older man in the distance and I thought he would help me.
The guy by the phone grabbed me and took me down and had me like pinned and I was trying to fight him off when the older guy came over and I thought he was saving me but really he was just like "Here, this will make her stop squirming" and he hit me in the neck and I was paralized. Then the first guy took out a scapel and cut me from like my neck, down my side, and right across my hips. And I just bled everywheres... And then I woke up. It was SUCH a fucked up dream. It's probably a deja-vu and will really happen to me someday. Shoite.
I watched Stick-It last night. The gymnastics were awesome and it was definately a feel-good movie, but there was barely a story line. I was waiting for them to get at SOMETHING and then it was over? I was like WTF is this really over? bah. AND I saw a kid I used to babysit and he was taller than me. It breaks my heart. I asked him if he had a gf yet and he said no so that healed it just a little. Silly kids always growing up...
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I'm going on a no-caring kick actually. It should be nice.
Constant and sustained effort to not be dramatic- starting NOW.
The power being off made me think maybe I wouldn't have to work today.
Apparently that's not happening as it is now back.. grrr. Why doesn't livejournal have emoticons? I would have prefered making an angry face there.
Oh well. I guess I am working at 3. It's all good though because I will slack off as usual, sit on my pop crate, and draw for a good 3 or 4 hours. I don't know how I'm not fired I just know they're so understaffed that they pretty much can't lose anyone- this includes me YEH.
I got Pauls birthday gift! I'm soooo glad it's done and I won't have to worry now about saving money for his gift because it's been spent now and yeah- He should LOVE it. I think it might have been a little too much money for how long we've been going out- but whatever. It's the perfect gift so that's all that counts. I might get him a few other goodies over the next two weeks to add to it. Like CDs. Lord knows he wants a million.
I had a dream that I was murdered last night and it was awful. I was walking home in the dark and I was scared so I went to use this payphone by the woods but when I got to it a guy stepped out infront of it and I was like "excuse me" and he moved like a little and I was like "Um I need to get to that phone" and then just the way he looked at me in my dream I knew something was up so I started running and I could see an older man in the distance and I thought he would help me.
The guy by the phone grabbed me and took me down and had me like pinned and I was trying to fight him off when the older guy came over and I thought he was saving me but really he was just like "Here, this will make her stop squirming" and he hit me in the neck and I was paralized. Then the first guy took out a scapel and cut me from like my neck, down my side, and right across my hips. And I just bled everywheres... And then I woke up. It was SUCH a fucked up dream. It's probably a deja-vu and will really happen to me someday. Shoite.
I watched Stick-It last night. The gymnastics were awesome and it was definately a feel-good movie, but there was barely a story line. I was waiting for them to get at SOMETHING and then it was over? I was like WTF is this really over? bah. AND I saw a kid I used to babysit and he was taller than me. It breaks my heart. I asked him if he had a gf yet and he said no so that healed it just a little. Silly kids always growing up...
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