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no one will hire me and its annoying
tomorrow ill do more job hunting in hopes i can find a place of employment
i think im getting sick..ive been saying it for about a week now..but i can feel it really starting...my bones are hurting, my throat hurts, my chest burns when i breathe, my glands are swollen, im freezing on the inside but my skin is hot, im extra tired lately...i need something to stop this from happening bc i cant afford to be sick...and im sure the stress i have built up in me that i'm pretending i dont have isnt helping either...
i think i dont ever talk about whats bothering me bc i hate complainers...i hate it when people whine about their lives when their lives are perfectly fine....i dont want to be that person, therefore i try not to talk about anything thats bothering me...when in reality its probably just making things worse..not saying that my life is bad, because its at one of its best times ever right now, but everyone has stressful days and situations and its okay to talk about them...but i just feel like its my business, ill deal w/it..
only about a month and a half left of this semester
then four weeks off for christmas
thank god.
if i can get a job that would be amazing.
please.
going to bed.night.
tomorrow ill do more job hunting in hopes i can find a place of employment
i think im getting sick..ive been saying it for about a week now..but i can feel it really starting...my bones are hurting, my throat hurts, my chest burns when i breathe, my glands are swollen, im freezing on the inside but my skin is hot, im extra tired lately...i need something to stop this from happening bc i cant afford to be sick...and im sure the stress i have built up in me that i'm pretending i dont have isnt helping either...
i think i dont ever talk about whats bothering me bc i hate complainers...i hate it when people whine about their lives when their lives are perfectly fine....i dont want to be that person, therefore i try not to talk about anything thats bothering me...when in reality its probably just making things worse..not saying that my life is bad, because its at one of its best times ever right now, but everyone has stressful days and situations and its okay to talk about them...but i just feel like its my business, ill deal w/it..
only about a month and a half left of this semester
then four weeks off for christmas
thank god.
if i can get a job that would be amazing.
please.
going to bed.night.