*whatever,whatever,I do what I want.*

Sep 12, 2005 16:23

Saturday,September 10th,2005

Well so far,the weekends started off pretty dag on shitty.But oh wells.People getting mad over me saying stuff in my journal about wanting Iaeger to win at the volleyball game the other night.Sorry you guys got offended.Okay,but this is MY JOURNAL.and your choosing to read it.Nobody is making you come here and read it.And if you have nothing nice to say in my comments then dont write one at all.Not being mean,smart,bitchy or whatever,Im trying to get my point across thats all.Im sick of all this immature crap.Got me? okay then....on to my update!~ lmao

Well Thursday,I didnt go to school,cuz I didnt feel good and in fact I was feelin pretty dag on bad.But I went to school Friday,shesh.School sucks.
I have homework for science.I think I might go and do it eh. :/.1st period,did nothing.2nd,a worksheet,3rd,some stuff on the overhead,4th,nothing,5th,we got our scripts to Dracula yay!,6th,took a test that the bitch didnt even give us time enough to finish.I made a F just because I didnt finish :/ screw that I dont care.7th,did nothing talked to Burt & Anthony.and 8th,did nothing at all watched a drivers ed movie.

Game against Wyoming East
Wow,for some odd reason there was so many Mount View people there lol.But But my Bradley was sick :(.But he was feelin a lil bit better as the game went along lol.We thought Bradley wasnt gonna go to the game,so me & john went.Well bradley shows up cuz he had to take senior picz lol.I hung around Jarrod,& Braxton most of the game.Only 05' seniors I talked to was Johnathan Fanning and James.Fanning introduced me to his sister tho.She's a sweetheart =].Iaeger wasnt playing their hardest last night obviously.Coaches was too busy yelling at the referrees.IAEGER,YALL NEED NEW COACHING!! BAD!!.But anyways,Iaeger lost.40-12.*Sigh*.So they're now 2-1.I left about 5 mins before the game was over cuz that was mine & johns deal.Bradley left around the same time I did as well.Doris Wimmer (trainer) got mad cuz Bradley brought Jason a Mt.Dew,cuz that was what he wanted.And well Bradley walks off the field,didnt pray with the team or nothing.He just left.Well I get home around 10:30,11 somewhere around then.Mommy wasnt here,eh.Well it turns out she went up my aunts.Thank god I wasnt home =].But talked to some people on here.Felt so tired,and then talked to Thomas & James on the phone last night,and I dont really remember what we talked about cause I was half asleep lmao.But I went to bed around 3 I think.

And thats the update!~ I'll update on this entry more later.Right now,I just wanna see if I get any bad comments for actually talking about Iaeger in my journal.During this time.Well comment comment comment,Im out later!~....

[[edit]]
It's Monday,didnt go to school,didnt feel like it at all.Im among like 20 sum kids i know who didnt go to school as well.Haha Hope everyone feels better though.Mom's done said she's making me go no matter what tho *yawn*.Grrr.but whatever,I'll only be going 4 days this week yippee lol.So that's alright.Well Im feeling better I think.and well Im gonna go outside,comment.It'll help me feel better! byez! Im out...and this song is a poem..to myself.it helps me to live.In case of fire BREAK the glass and move on into your own..your own.

*I like SOVS*


TAPROOT LYRICS
"Poem"

overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins
in an hour i'll be ok
i pray this pain will go away permanently someday
I'VE seen more than...
I should have to...
I'VE seen this on my own

this song is a,
poem to myself,
it helps me to live...
in case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
and move on into your own...

reoccurring drowning effect entrenching my brain,
i hope you'll be ok someday,
so i can say that you moved on in the right way...
WE'VE seen this and
WE'VE breathed this and
WE'VE lived this on our own...

this song is a,
poem to myself,
it helps me to live...
in case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
and move on into your own...
your own...

BREAK...

this song is a,
poem to myself,
it helps me to live...
in case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
and move on into your own...

TAPROOT LYRICS
"Calling"

Your face is burned inside my brain
I lost my way
Your taste of stale flows through my veins
The cost of hate
‘Cause you’ll never understand me
You want me to stay

You’re c-c-c-calling but I can’t hear you
I’m not listening anymore
You’re subject to falling but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore

The race of slowing down the pain, I found a way
The pace of speaking so mundane, the sound of gain
But you’ll never make me happy
So I’ve extinguished the flame

You’re c-c-c-calling, but I cant hear you
I’m not listening anymore
You’re subject to falling, but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore

And what you want me to say I’ll never say
You’re playing the game that I’ll never play
So what do you want from me?
Now I’ve extinguished the flame

Your c-c-c-calling but I can’t hear you
I’m not listening anymore
You’re subject to falling but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore
You’re c-c-c-calling but I can’t hear you, I’m not listening anymore
You’re f-f-f-falling, but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore
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