Update
June went by really fast
I think I slept in my own bed maybe 3or 4 times the whole month
I went up to see family in Humboldt for my birthday on the 2nd
Got really drunk, got sick in the middle of the night... karaoke, cake, balloons, jello shots and a pitcher of beer
Good birthday
Liam and aunt Mandy came too and we went to the ocean
Then I came home and housesat, got ready to go to Ohio the 15th
Took buses and Bart to oak
4 hours later I was in Columbus
Stayed the weekend there for their pride
Rode in the Gap store's float
Then went n.Stayed at Ohio Lindsey's.
Had lots of fun
She spoiled me the whole week
plane ticket, phone service, zoo, waterslides, wonder woman in 3d, white castle, Texas steak house, etc.
Saw lightning bugs
Lightning storms that come out of nowhere, hot and humid
Saw lots of corn fields lol
And her friend's 40 acres with 6 dogs that all loved me, chickens, turkeys and guinea fowl
Won Ohio Lindsey's parents over by making ten pounds of ribs
Came home for One day
Then decided last minute to go to SF Pride, all weekend, with George
Marched in trans march
Then off to Oakland for George's dj gig at the opera house/goth club?
Drank, made out with George in front of all the goth and punk kids, including his ex gf
Got a ride back to sf cuz George was too drunk to drive...we shoulda taken bart There actually, he was drinking All day
Doesn't even remember making out
Saturday missed hanging out/making out with Dawn and (one of) her girl(s) Amy. Cuz George's drunk ass took too long getting ready.
Then we missed most of the dyke march
Missed the pink party
Went to a Punk party instead lol
George passed out on the hosts bed
The whole time
I drank and hung out, checked on George a lot
Met a trans guy named max
Ubered back with too many drunk people
People did acid and Molly and coke
I did not, I drank
George and I joined their after party and danced in our underwear, licking whipped cream off eachother while one of his friends sprayed it on us
I laughed so hard I choked on whipped cream
George doesn't remember this either
The next day we missed the parade, because he took too long getting ready again
and went to the civic center instead
George got so drunk I had to help him walk
Kept hitting on straight dudes and trying to find a fight
Then he "need[ed] a nap" so he stumbled over a curb and laid down on the ground by some bushes and passed out
While thousands of people were dancing and listening to two different djs
I stayed by him so no cops (or people) bugged him or robbed him
Our ride left us because he was passed out
I woke him up, found bart and got us successfully back to his car
Which he had forgotten was even in Oakland
The whole weekend
Luckily I had him park where he wouldn't get towed
Finally made it home and spent like one night at home before leaving to go camp in Shasta for like a week
Got back 4th of July
Crazy fucking month
Also, haven't talked to James in exactly one month
Since he apologized for "not being a more emotionally available friend"
...
And then posted on FACEBOOK that he's suddenly
IN A RELATIONSHIP
...
Fucking lying bastard
So much for "you're my best friend" "I love you", "I need to be alone, I can't be in a relationship right now", "I haven't slept with anyone but you for months...want to blow me?"...And "she's not my girlfriend. We're just friends."...
Fuck that.
DONE being lied to and taken for granted.
Over it, over him.
The end.
I think I slept in my own bed maybe 3or 4 times the whole month
I went up to see family in Humboldt for my birthday on the 2nd
Got really drunk, got sick in the middle of the night... karaoke, cake, balloons, jello shots and a pitcher of beer
Good birthday
Liam and aunt Mandy came too and we went to the ocean
Then I came home and housesat, got ready to go to Ohio the 15th
Took buses and Bart to oak
4 hours later I was in Columbus
Stayed the weekend there for their pride
Rode in the Gap store's float
Then went n.Stayed at Ohio Lindsey's.
Had lots of fun
She spoiled me the whole week
plane ticket, phone service, zoo, waterslides, wonder woman in 3d, white castle, Texas steak house, etc.
Saw lightning bugs
Lightning storms that come out of nowhere, hot and humid
Saw lots of corn fields lol
And her friend's 40 acres with 6 dogs that all loved me, chickens, turkeys and guinea fowl
Won Ohio Lindsey's parents over by making ten pounds of ribs
Came home for One day
Then decided last minute to go to SF Pride, all weekend, with George
Marched in trans march
Then off to Oakland for George's dj gig at the opera house/goth club?
Drank, made out with George in front of all the goth and punk kids, including his ex gf
Got a ride back to sf cuz George was too drunk to drive...we shoulda taken bart There actually, he was drinking All day
Doesn't even remember making out
Saturday missed hanging out/making out with Dawn and (one of) her girl(s) Amy. Cuz George's drunk ass took too long getting ready.
Then we missed most of the dyke march
Missed the pink party
Went to a Punk party instead lol
George passed out on the hosts bed
The whole time
I drank and hung out, checked on George a lot
Met a trans guy named max
Ubered back with too many drunk people
People did acid and Molly and coke
I did not, I drank
George and I joined their after party and danced in our underwear, licking whipped cream off eachother while one of his friends sprayed it on us
I laughed so hard I choked on whipped cream
George doesn't remember this either
The next day we missed the parade, because he took too long getting ready again
and went to the civic center instead
George got so drunk I had to help him walk
Kept hitting on straight dudes and trying to find a fight
Then he "need[ed] a nap" so he stumbled over a curb and laid down on the ground by some bushes and passed out
While thousands of people were dancing and listening to two different djs
I stayed by him so no cops (or people) bugged him or robbed him
Our ride left us because he was passed out
I woke him up, found bart and got us successfully back to his car
Which he had forgotten was even in Oakland
The whole weekend
Luckily I had him park where he wouldn't get towed
Finally made it home and spent like one night at home before leaving to go camp in Shasta for like a week
Got back 4th of July
Crazy fucking month
Also, haven't talked to James in exactly one month
Since he apologized for "not being a more emotionally available friend"
...
And then posted on FACEBOOK that he's suddenly
IN A RELATIONSHIP
...
Fucking lying bastard
So much for "you're my best friend" "I love you", "I need to be alone, I can't be in a relationship right now", "I haven't slept with anyone but you for months...want to blow me?"...And "she's not my girlfriend. We're just friends."...
Fuck that.
DONE being lied to and taken for granted.
Over it, over him.
The end.