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So I stepped out of my box and gave a guy on the interent my number. He is totally cool!!!!! We have been talking for a week and a half until he stopped calling me. I don't know what is going on but whatever. I think I have come to the conclusion that I rush into relationships too fast because I am scared to be alone. I am scared that no one will like me for I am because of my eye sight. I know you might think it is crazy but it really isn't. Also when I am in a relationship, or close to one I put all my effort into it, but manage to screw it up because I get scared. I wonder why someone likes me because Iof stupid things. I am sorry I guess I am going on and on.

PS: Ireally liked this guy. He is really nice. He was willing to drive an hour and a half to come and see me. He would call me just about every night. He is sweet. Have a good day.h