Feb 05, 2005 08:08
My Grampy died early this morning. My mom said he was really sick and they expected him to die in another few weeks, but not this soon. My mom told me to remember the good times, we had alot. A few weeks ago, I went to the hospital to visit him, and he looked so sick. He was so thin, thiner than I have ever seen him in my entire life. I miss him, but I guess the only good thing is that he isn't in any more pain.
I love you Grampy, I miss you.
My parents told me that I can still have it today, or have it like next weekend or something. I don't know what to do. Like, my mom said that it will take my mind off of it, and so I kind of want to have it, but idk. If I do end up having it, I don't want people to think that I don't care, and I'm selfish and cold hearted. My dad is concered that I will be sad, so I won't be able to enjoy it as much. I dont know, I still kinda want to have it today though. I don't know. I have to go figure this out.
Love,
Lindsey