I watch the world around me crumble

[lindserly]

OMG IM SOOO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!!! I HAVE TO DO MY ENTIRE EXPERIMENT OVER!! My results aren't what they are supposed to be and Zeeland doesn't know why. Neither does Fedora or my brother. Like, I've spent over 5 hours this week after school doing it, and now I have to do it again. And my dad has a friend who could help me with it, only he's in South America. I just want to fast forward to February 28, that way science fair will be over. I serioulsy hate my project. At first, I was like hmm this is interesting. Now I hate it, with a passion. Mr. Zeeland let me take everything home, so now I can do it at home cause I would never have enough time to finish it. And it's not like I left it on purpose till the last week before vacation. I was gonna do it the week after midyears, but then all the snowdays so it would only have been Thursday and Friday so I was like I'll wait till next week. Then, the next week happened to be my Grampy's wake/funeral so obviously I couldn't stay. Then it was this week. I'm taking college chemistry so I don't have to do a project next year. Oh, and thanks Fedora for your lovely way of writing the Review of Literature. But, it's not like I started, so I dont have to go back and change anything. Like, I would just be like, I'll do my project over vacation. I wish that I had done it so I didn't have to do the entire thing over vacation.
I hate school.
I don't think I can take four years of this.

My dad just called and said we can email his friend in South America. He's a scienist so that's good.

I just ate a whole bag of Kit Kat bites that were a part of my present from Jackie. I feel yucky.

I though today was gonna be such a good day, no band, history long hour, I was going to finish my project. Now it sucks.

Love,
Lindsey