Jan 10, 2009 22:56
i've been pms'ing for the longest fucking time.. or maybe it just seems that way because i haven't had a cigarette in exactly one week. that's right, i'm ACTUALLY quitting. this is the longest i've ever willingly gone without a cigarette since i was 15. you know how they say the first three days are the hardest? well it was opposite for me. they were the easiest. now i'm craving, and it's driving me mad. mad as in crazy, not mad as in angry.
last night i dreamt of partying at a bar, then swimming in a pool with sharks.
the night before, i dreamt that chinese resturaunts were putting human in their food.. and i found all of my friends frozen in the freezer.
and the night before that i dreamt a helicopter crashed to the bottom of a lake and i insisted on getting christened because of witnessing it. then there was a scenario where my friends were angry with me and when i apologized for whatever it was i did. they wouldn't forgive me and walked away.
speaking of friends. i miss 'em.
twilight was better than i thought it would be. i was very skeptical.. but i ended up enjoying it.
garden state is under that list. the "favorite movies" list.
the unborn may have been better without six thousand shrieking 14 year old girls.. and could have done without those juvenile think-their-so-great boys.
i just realized i feel like nothing today.
and i also realized that the time on this computer is completely off. so may be the time of the entries.