sick and tired.

Jul 07, 2008 21:39

I just don't understand.
One minute he can't stand to be away from me and then the next, he isn't calling, doesn't text, doesn't let me know anything--except for the fact that he "might be gone longer" than he thought.

I don't know what I did to push him away. I really don't.
I did everything in my power to make me happy and it's like I don't get anything out of it.
I don't get a call back or a text or anything.
I'm not asking for a dozen roses or for him to come home and see me.. just a simple "Hey, just wanted to call and let you know I'm thinking of you."

If this is going to end up like how I think it is, then I am THROUGH.
Mark my words. T-H-R-O-U-G-H.

I have too much to fucking offer to be treated like this.
I'm not the cutest girl in the world, but doing damn near everything you say should get me some kind of brownie points.
I'm in college, I work and make my own money (no, I don't work for my parents or any extended family members), I pay my credit card bills on time, I will do just about anything to keep you around, I don't cheat, I don't lie, I love sports, I don't mind paying on dinner dates, WHAT MORE DOES A GUY WANT OR NEED FROM ME????????

Yes, I bitch. Yes, I whine. I'M A GIRL--i'm allowed to! If you can't handle that, then you're never going to find someone. Never.

I am so sick of getting toyed with.
We'll see how this one turns out.
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