What can you do?
What can you do when you see someone you love more than anything spirally out of control? He's so smart, funny, and talented. But, he's wasting it away on drugs, alcohol, and random girls. This could be misconstrued as me just being jealous, because I have loved him for a long time, but it's not. I honestly love him, for everything he was, is, and will be. I just know that he can be more. I've seen how much happier he could be. I've seen how much more fun, and secure he could be. I just need to know how to get him to that point.
It just feels like a dagger being shoved in my heart everytime I see/hear about him doing stupid things. It honestly physically, and emotionally hurts me. I just need to know what to do. I need to know how I can help him. I need to be able to show him the life he used to have. The life where he was happy. The life that he loved. Where to I go from here?
I just hurts so bad. I guess for now, all I can do is pray about it. Maybe write him a letter. I say writing, because he is now too chicken to talk about things in person, without liquid courage. I just don't know what to do anymore.
It just feels like a dagger being shoved in my heart everytime I see/hear about him doing stupid things. It honestly physically, and emotionally hurts me. I just need to know what to do. I need to know how I can help him. I need to be able to show him the life he used to have. The life where he was happy. The life that he loved. Where to I go from here?
I just hurts so bad. I guess for now, all I can do is pray about it. Maybe write him a letter. I say writing, because he is now too chicken to talk about things in person, without liquid courage. I just don't know what to do anymore.