Feb 16, 2006 13:10
Okay, so had a very weird conversation with Nick last night. I'm pretty freaked out about it. But in the same sense, I want to know what the whole conversation was exactly about. He was incredibly drunk, so half of what was said, I have no idea where it came from. I don't know what the point in some of it was. I really want to talk to him sober. Last night he said "Do you think that you would be okay talking to me about this tomorrow?" My reply: "Yes, why wouldn't I be? I'm completely fine with this conversation, and it doesn't embarass me. We will talk about it tomorrow, or Friday".
I'm not the one that had to be drunk to talk about it in the first place. I just don't know what's going on. All of this stemmed from me leaving a voicemail about my nephew's birth.
By the way, his name is Jonas Michael Young. He was born at 2:19pm yesterday, weighing in at 7lbs 11oz and being 19 1/2 inches long. He's a big boy, that's for sure. I'm just so happy that he and my sister are healthy. I now have two nephews when, not that long ago, I didn't think I'd ever be an aunt. I thought for sure I would be a mother first, but now it's not looking like that's in my cards ever, let alone any time soon.
Today, I'm just a big ball of emotions and confusion. I just hope that he remembers last nights conversation when I talk to him later. I'm sure he remembers that it took place, I'm just not so sure that he'll remember what it consisted of.
I don't know. I guess I'll talk to you guys later.