I can finally breathe...
So two good things that I have come to discover tonight go as follows..
First, after attending an awesome business meeting with Becky and Jason, I think that I have finally found a way to make it through life, without being stuck in a dead end job for most of it. So, Becky and Jason...We need to have a little talk about all this shtuff!!
Second, I think that I am finally over Ken. No, I'm not over the lonely part of it, but hey, I'm single now, I have every right to feel lonely. The way I figure it, it is better to feel lonely now, than to feel lonely after being with a guy for two years. To only get attention when he needed money, or wanted sex, or both.
I have every right to want someone who is going to treat me the way that I deserve. I have every right to decide what qualities I want in a guy, and if someone I meet doesn't meet those standards, I have every right to kick them to the curb.
I've been thinking that maybe I should write Ken a thank you letter. Maybe I should let him know that he changed my life. Some good, some bad, but none the less, I'm a better person because of it. Or, maybe, I'll just wait til he's miserable in the life that he has created for himself, and let him see what a difference my life is. Maybe, one day, when I'm married, and have a wonderful husband (because he's out there, I know he is), and have a beautiful house, wonderful kids, and am making something of myself, he'll come looking for me, and find that! You know, the old "IN YOUR FACE" method. I don't know. But right now, I'm pumped either way!
So yeah, can't wait to talk to some people. Love you all!
Lindsay
First, after attending an awesome business meeting with Becky and Jason, I think that I have finally found a way to make it through life, without being stuck in a dead end job for most of it. So, Becky and Jason...We need to have a little talk about all this shtuff!!
Second, I think that I am finally over Ken. No, I'm not over the lonely part of it, but hey, I'm single now, I have every right to feel lonely. The way I figure it, it is better to feel lonely now, than to feel lonely after being with a guy for two years. To only get attention when he needed money, or wanted sex, or both.
I have every right to want someone who is going to treat me the way that I deserve. I have every right to decide what qualities I want in a guy, and if someone I meet doesn't meet those standards, I have every right to kick them to the curb.
I've been thinking that maybe I should write Ken a thank you letter. Maybe I should let him know that he changed my life. Some good, some bad, but none the less, I'm a better person because of it. Or, maybe, I'll just wait til he's miserable in the life that he has created for himself, and let him see what a difference my life is. Maybe, one day, when I'm married, and have a wonderful husband (because he's out there, I know he is), and have a beautiful house, wonderful kids, and am making something of myself, he'll come looking for me, and find that! You know, the old "IN YOUR FACE" method. I don't know. But right now, I'm pumped either way!
So yeah, can't wait to talk to some people. Love you all!
Lindsay