Gaining..and losing friends..
But, that's okay. There are some people I need, and want to be around. Some I don't. Now, its time to decide which ones make me feel like crap, and those that don't.
I think Rachael and I are closer now than we've ever been. We've finally acknowledged the fact that we're two different peole with two very different sets of interests. But, we're always willing to give the others interests a try. If we like it, we like it. If we don't, no big deal. It's weird how after fourteen years of being friends, we're just getting to the point that we can tell each other everything. So Rachael, thanks for putting up with me for so long. I love ya girl
Becky and I are getting closer too. I can talk to her about how I feel, and not have to worry about her telling me to get over it. She and Jason pray for me, and they sincerely want me to get better. I love them soooo much.
I just started talking to Matt Kimball again. He is a guy I kind of dated back in the Subway days. Both of us have changed a lot since then. It's kinda nice being able to talk about what happened, and not have to worry about consequences. Surprisingly, he's not the asshole he used to be.
Reading that book really confused me as far as the whole guy thing goes. I don't know what guys want, I suppose I never will. It did help me realize that Ken was just an ass, and really wasn't as into me as he let on. He just kept me around for his own amusement. Well, dammit, I'm done being used.
I'm a beautiful, intelligent, and fun person. No matter what the outside looks like. You don't like it, well then screw you. As you can tell, for some reason I'm feeling very empowered right now.
Well, I guess that's all for now. I'll talk to you guys later. Much love and soup beans.
Lindsay
I think Rachael and I are closer now than we've ever been. We've finally acknowledged the fact that we're two different peole with two very different sets of interests. But, we're always willing to give the others interests a try. If we like it, we like it. If we don't, no big deal. It's weird how after fourteen years of being friends, we're just getting to the point that we can tell each other everything. So Rachael, thanks for putting up with me for so long. I love ya girl
Becky and I are getting closer too. I can talk to her about how I feel, and not have to worry about her telling me to get over it. She and Jason pray for me, and they sincerely want me to get better. I love them soooo much.
I just started talking to Matt Kimball again. He is a guy I kind of dated back in the Subway days. Both of us have changed a lot since then. It's kinda nice being able to talk about what happened, and not have to worry about consequences. Surprisingly, he's not the asshole he used to be.
Reading that book really confused me as far as the whole guy thing goes. I don't know what guys want, I suppose I never will. It did help me realize that Ken was just an ass, and really wasn't as into me as he let on. He just kept me around for his own amusement. Well, dammit, I'm done being used.
I'm a beautiful, intelligent, and fun person. No matter what the outside looks like. You don't like it, well then screw you. As you can tell, for some reason I'm feeling very empowered right now.
Well, I guess that's all for now. I'll talk to you guys later. Much love and soup beans.
Lindsay